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“You _can’t_!” Helen mocked him. “Ah, but you can, my dearest!
Listen to reason. Your aunt wants it above all earthly things. She
will be happy herself and endow you richly if you do what will pay
for itself without her help. Father is a winning card; you’ll hold
him. You’ll be playing in luck every day, with him up your sleeve.
And I? Haven’t I proved what I can be on the chummy tack? Haven’t
you had a good time with me lately, though I kept down and out of
sight everything really worth while? How could you have a better
travelling pal, or a hostess to back up your game in the embassy, or
at Washington? And the other side of me, the lover, the wife? Oh, Kit,
I’ll play that part till you’ll be drunk with happiness! Am I not a
princess? Haven’t you said so? Just look at what is here for your
taking!” Kit was compelled to meet her eyes. He stared at her and stood
transfixed.
“Ah, Kit!” Helen purred. “Why can’t you marry me?--_can’t_,
forsooth! I haven’t told you that I love you, but I do! I want you,
Kit, and no one else, though I can have any one else on call. Are you
imagining yourself in love with the girl Latham has chosen? Nonsense,
Kit! That was the stirring of fancy, not love! What could make you
forget that surface scratch like real love, love for me, _me_,
your wife? When you learn what love is, as I will teach you, Kit, how
absurd all trifles will seem! Keep your eyes on mine, Kit, you young
sun god, and then tell me, if you can, why you will not marry me? Are
you afraid of love, Kit, as a girl is afraid? But not I, oh, not I!
I’m not afraid to take what I want, what wants me! Tell me, now as you
stand looking at me, why you who are strong, and young, and free, and
able to love, would throw away this Helen who will not let you go! Who
will _not_!” Kit had retreated farther, but he could not take his
eyes from Helen.
There was left in him no power to think; only to feel.
Helen had thrown herself against a tree; she was looking up at him, her
eyes like glowing coals, feline, compelling. Her face was white, her
lips parted by her quick breathing. She was irresistible, yet as Kit’s
will swayed to her, he blindly struggled against her.
There was in him no sense of attraction nor of repulsion; all the
ages which had preceded him fought on Helen’s side, drew the youth to
the woman. Yet in Kit’s veins some beautiful inheritance from sweet,
patient, chastened women, as well as the ideal which he had formed, and
to which he could not then consciously revert, stood him in good stead.
He bent toward Helen and she lifted her arms to him. Then he stepped
backward, and muttered hoarsely:
“Helen, help me! You are mad!”
“I’ll help you, Kit! Oh, Kit, it’s for your dear sake, as well as for
my own that I want you! I swear this is true. But how I do want you,
want you, want you, _want_ you!”
She went over to him and knelt, laying her glorious head at his feet.
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