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Then Anne recovered sufficiently to remember. She clasped her throat
with both hands and fear drove the light from her eyes.
“No, no, no! Richard!” she whispered.
Little Anne came back, but she stopped short in the doorway, not
understanding what she saw, but enthralled by it. Neither Anne nor Kit
knew that she was there.
“Richard--can’t be helped!” said Kit, fiercely. “How did we know this?
You don’t love him; you love me! You didn’t know that; neither did I.
I knew that I loved you, but--well, yes! Once I did feel sure that you
loved me, but when you were going to marry Richard Latham I gave in,
thought I was mistaken. Now you are mine, Anne, Anne!”
“No, Kit, never,” Anne checked him with a gesture. “Would you blight
Richard’s life? We did not know this awful thing----”
“Stop!” Kit cried. “You shall not speak so of it! It is a heavenly, a
blessed thing! Out of pity for a blind man, not knowing yourself, you
promised to marry him. Do you think that counts against _this_?
Would you go on with it, marry a man whom you do not love, when you
love another man? A crime! No less! I myself will go to Latham and
tell him exactly what has happened. Are we to blame? Did we know this
glorious love would leap out of us, leap from one to the other as we
looked at each other? When our lips were silent it tore its way out
through our eyes. It is a miracle, tremendous, no more guilty than the
river hewing its way through the rock of the Grand Cañon! I’ll tell
Latham exactly what has happened to us when we were lying quietly upon
the knees of the gods. He’ll see it; Latham’s a great man; no one knows
that better than I!”
“Thank you, Kit Carrington, for your praise of my future husband,” said
Anne, tremulous, but fighting for self-control. “You will never tell
him these things. When you’ve had time to consider you will know that
this is false, specious reasoning and cowardly. Neither of us will do
anything selfish or dishonourable. I shall keep my word, Kit, and you
will help me keep it. At any cost we will guard our honour. If Richard
were another man---- But even then, how could we? But he being what he
is, and I being to him what I am--ah, no! He loves me, heaven knows,
but it is not that most. Kit, be true and fine as Richard is, and help
me, for indeed this is cruelly hard! On my honour, I’d no idea you
cared for me, nor did I know that I loved you as I do, oh, as I do!”
“Say that again, Anne!” Kit implored her, mercilessly. “At least let me
hear it again and yet again! And don’t think this is hard only for you.
Kiss me, sweet, and tell me how you love me. Your eyes said it first!
You’re not any man’s wife. You shall be mine!”
“No, Kit.” Anne put both her hands, palms outward, between her face and
Kit. “I am not free, but bound. Richard trusts me, he has my word; he
may trust me!”
Her deep, quivering voice broke and shrilled. She had reached the end
of her endurance.
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