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“Oh, well, you know, Kit, one mustn’t go to extremes,” interrupted
Helen. “It’s a good thing to get the finish and knowledge given by
contact with the world. I don’t like unworldliness. That’s only another
name for stupidity. It’s no better than a badly furnished room, or
poor music, or fake art, or any other ignorance. My idea is to conquer
the world, to get the best it has to give you and rise superior to
it; to be--what’s that trite way of putting it?--in it but not of it?
Well, that’s the thing. I’d not give up the sense of power, moulding
things and people, being one of the worth-while things in the world,
for--well, for the world!”
She paused to laugh at herself, but went on: “Don’t you think, Kit,
that what my father can do, and what he can put me into the way of
doing, is great? And what’s the matter with using one’s advantages to
improve things? Isn’t that quite possible, and isn’t that a worthy
ambition? Frumpy folk can’t do anything for the keen old world; it
knows a good thing when it sees it. You may be sure, Christopher,
my son, that half the unworldliness is self-delusion. It is
lazy-mindedness, or else an instinct that warns of unfitness for the
world; that the person can’t play a part in it. He thinks he’s superior
and renouncing; in reality, he’s inferior and thrown out.”
“Honest, Helen, that’s true!” cried Kit; he looked at Helen with
cordial admiration. “I often wonder if I’m not too commonplace to
amount to a whole lot, and so I think that I don’t want to make a
splash. I never saw this side of you; that you cared to help and all
that. You are a wonder, Nell; I take off my hat to you. There isn’t
much that you couldn’t do or be. I’m one of your ‛frumpy folk’ and
couldn’t keep step with you.”
Helen drew up her horse beside his; she leaned toward him with her
bright hair close to his face, her beauty within his reach.
“Ah, Kit,” she said, softly, “you are not frumpy! You are a dear,
humble-minded fellow; all truly great men are humble; they are
simpler than women. There is nothing that you might not do, if you
would see yourself as your friends see you. Let me inspire you to
self-confidence! Let me feel that when you are a man honoured by others
for your benefits to the world, your achievements--for I am sure, Kit,
that you could be a power for good with your clear vision and your
simple incorruptibility--let me feel that I kindled in you the desire
that bore such fruit. Even though after all is said I am but a pretty
girl, yet I am one that can love what is worth loving though you think
me only a shallow, vain creature!”
Helen’s face bent forward; she dropped her lids over her eyes as if to
hide their flame, or their tears; her voice thrilled, her beautifully
trained, silvery voice.
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