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Kit’s voice had been getting more unsteady; it stopped altogether and
he dropped his face into his hands.
Anne was crying softly, but Richard said, though the effort was audible:
“I’ve been told they often recover, those who receive Extreme Unction.
I am unable to believe that little Anne will die. Something tells
me that she is coming here one of these fine summer days to tell us
extraordinary things of her fight with death, just as she has so often
said strange things of her experiences in life. We won’t grieve till we
must, dear Kit, and dear other Anne. I am hopeful.”
“Poets have visions withheld from us. We will trust this poet and
hope!” said Anne, trying to smile. “I wonder why this slender little
creature has so deeply entered our hearts? It really seems to me that I
could not bear to see little Anne lying dead.”
“I only know that she has crawled into our hearts,” said Kit. He went
away comforted. Not only was Richard Latham’s hopefulness a relief when
he had felt that little Anne was doomed, but in an intangible way it
seemed to Kit that Anne Dallas had drawn near to him, that her tears
had been shed so close to him that he had wiped them away, comforting
her. It was not a reasonable feeling, but reason and feeling are often
opposed terms. In their love for this little child he and Anne were
one. How easily that oneness might go further!
Kit’s simplicity accepted the oneness and rested upon it. His was a
nature inclined to believe in all that was good, even in good things
coming to him. And perhaps the impression of sympathy was not mistaken,
whatever might come of it. He slept little that night. The greater
part of it he spent in a chair at the window, gazing out on the silent
world, at the watching stars.
It seemed to him now like something inconceivably solemn, rather than
sad, that little Anne might have passed out from this visible beauty.
He had only the vaguest ideas of what the sacraments which the child
had received meant, but “anointing for death” had a sound as awesome
as the sweep of Azrael’s wings. It lifted the child beyond the little
creature whom he had known and loved, the precocious, innocent, elfin,
spiritual child, full of contradictory charm; she was now become merely
a soul, a passing soul, set apart and chosen to know at the dawn of
life all that man had yearned to fathom.
He no longer cared to keep her. It was as if it were too stupendous a
matter for human desire to interfere in it, that little Anne must be
left alone to go on or come back, the decision untrammelled.
Kit’s thoughts turned calmly to Anne Dallas; they partook of the mood
wrought by little Anne’s apotheosis. Anne Dallas loved him! Wonderful,
impossible once to have believed as this was, it seemed to Kit quite
certain. He did not know why, he could not have given a reason for
this certainty, but when one knows a thing beyond question it would be
absurd to ask for proof.
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