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That afternoon he spent in the woods, contentedly wandering, for some
time sleeping on the moss; his vigil of the preceding night had made
him drowsy. This time he had not forgotten to invite his old dog,
Sirius, the English setter who had been his comrade for years, to bear
him company. On his way to enjoy the silence which he craved, he had
stopped at the Berkleys’ to get confirmation of the good news of the
morning.
Mrs. Berkley had cried on his shoulder as if he had been Peter, grown
taller, and as she had not cried when little Anne was in mortal danger.
Kit had patted her back and ended by kissing her with warmth in his
heart: it seemed to him that at last his lonely boyhood had ended in
his finding kindred.
All the while the permeating sense of Anne Dallas’ nearness, the fact
that he loved her and that she knew it and that everything was all
right, made at once the foundation and crown of this blessed day. He
went on to the woods to brood over this sense of blessedness; not to
think of it precisely, not at all to debate, nor demonstrate it, but
to yield to its exquisite bliss.
Humility is the handmaid of perfect faith. Kit was not conceited, but
he was sure of Anne’s love; he did not know why he felt sure of it,
nor would he have said that there was any reason why she should love
him, but he knew that she did, and he humbly gave himself up to the
wondering joy of it.
“If you know a thing you know it,” Kit would have said, and that was
all. He went whistling homeward as the loveliness of the sunshine of
the last days of May began to be veiled with the poetical beauty of its
westward lengthening.
He ate a dinner that was unromantically hearty, but which was flavoured
with romance and elevated into the sacramental. It occurred to him
that he should not always eat alone, nor at his aunt’s table; that one
unspeakable day he should raise his eyes and see Anne sitting in her
quiet loveliness opposite to him. It took his breath away to think
that he should carve a thin slice of the breast for her and lay it on
her plate, with a spoonful of the dressing; it was to be her second
helping. His hand would brush hers and she would be sure to say, “Not
so much, Kit, dear!”
He should watch her put smooth brown gravy, with dots of chopped things
in it, over his potato, and should tell her, in the indifferent tone of
blessed accustomedness, not to put any on the side of the plate which
he had left for the cranberry jelly.
It was a fairy dream, though its terms, put into English, would have
sounded prosaic enough, but of all miracles the most divine are the
homely ones. Not least of these is the miracle that the radiant wings
of youthful love can be folded close to brood upon a hearth. This was
what Kit’s true instinct revealed to him, and moved and ecstatic over
the vision of Anne, his wife, he ate, unconscious of what he was eating.
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