In the mean time, the lady, hearing of my arrival, and that I was
not well, came to me in all haste, and seeing me pale and dejected,
My dear soul, said she, what is the matter with you? --Madam, said
I, dissembling, I have got a violent pain in my head. The lady
seemed to be much concerned, and asked me to sit down, for I had got
up to receive her. Tell me, said she, how your illness came: the
last time I had the pleasure to see you, you were very well. There
must be something else that you conceal from me; let me know what it
is. I stood silent, and instead of an answer, tears trickled down my
cheeks. I cannot conceive, said she, what it is that afflicts you.
Have I unthinkingly given you any occasion of uneasiness? Or do you
come on purpose to tell me you no longer love me? --It is not that,
madam, said I, fetching a deep sigh; your unjust suspicion is an
addition to my misfortune.
I could not think of discovering to her the true cause. When night
came, supper was brought, and she pressed me to eat; but considering
I could only feed myself with my left hand, I begged to be excused,
upon the plea of having no appetite. Your appetite will return, said
she, if you would but discover what you so obstinately hide from me.
Your inappetency, without doubt, is only owing to your irresolution.
--Alas! madam, said I, I find I must resolve at last. I had no
sooner spoke these words, than she filled me a cup full of wine, and
offering it to me, Drink that, said she, it will give you courage. I
reached out my left hand, and took the cup.
When I had got the cup in my hand, I redoubled my tears and sighs.
Why do you sigh and weep so bitterly? said the lady: and why do you
take the cup with your left hand, rather than your right? --Ah!
madam, said I, excuse me, I beseech you; I have a swelling in my
right hand. --Let me see that swelling, said she: I will open it. I
desired to be excused, alleging it was not ripe enough for opening!
and drank off the cup, which was very large. The fumes of the wine,
joined to my weakness and weariness, set me asleep, and I slept very
soundly till next morning.
In the mean time, the lady curious to know what ailed my right hand,
lifted up my garment that covered it, and saw to her great
astonishment that it was cut off, and that I had brought it along
with me wrapt up in a cloth. She presently apprehended what was my
reason for declining a discovery, notwithstanding all her pressing
solicitation, and passed the night in the greatest uneasiness upon
my disgrace, which she concluded had been occasioned only by the
love I bore to her.
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