The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
She had spoken in French and she had used the expression “_mes transes_”
but for all the rest, intonation, bearing, solemnity, she might have been
referring to one of the Bourbons. I am sure that not a single one of
them looked half as aristocratic as her son.
“I understand perfectly, Madame. But then that life is so romantic.”
“Hundreds of young men belonging to a certain sphere are doing that,” she
said very distinctly, “only their case is different. They have their
positions, their families to go back to; but we are different. We are
exiles, except of course for the ideals, the kindred spirit, the
friendships of old standing we have in France. Should my son come out
unscathed he has no one but me and I have no one but him. I have to
think of his life. Mr. Mills (what a distinguished mind that is!) has
reassured me as to my son’s health. But he sleeps very badly, doesn’t
he?”
I murmured something affirmative in a doubtful tone and she remarked
quaintly, with a certain curtness, “It’s so unnecessary, this worry! The
unfortunate position of an exile has its advantages. At a certain height
of social position (wealth has got nothing to do with it, we have been
ruined in a most righteous cause), at a certain established height one
can disregard narrow prejudices. You see examples in the aristocracies
of all the countries. A chivalrous young American may offer his life for
a remote ideal which yet may belong to his familial tradition. We, in
our great country, have every sort of tradition. But a young man of good
connections and distinguished relations must settle down some day,
dispose of his life.”
“No doubt, Madame,” I said, raising my eyes to the figure
outside—“_Américain_, _Catholique et gentilhomme_”—walking up and down
the path with a cigar which he was not smoking. “For myself, I don’t
know anything about those necessities. I have broken away for ever from
those things.”
“Yes, Mr. Mills talked to me about you. What a golden heart that is.
His sympathies are infinite.”
I thought suddenly of Mills pronouncing on Mme. Blunt, whatever his text
on me might have been: “She lives by her wits.” Was she exercising her
wits on me for some purpose of her own? And I observed coldly:
“I really know your son so very little.”
“Oh, _voyons_,” she protested. “I am aware that you are very much
younger, but the similitudes of opinions, origins and perhaps at bottom,
faintly, of character, of chivalrous devotion—no, you must be able to
understand him in a measure. He is infinitely scrupulous and recklessly
brave.”
I listened deferentially to the end yet with every nerve in my body
tingling in hostile response to the Blunt vibration, which seemed to have
got into my very hair.
“I am convinced of it, Madame. I have even heard of your son’s bravery.
It’s extremely natural in a man who, in his own words, ‘lives by his
sword.’”
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