The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
“What was the good of telling him that our Rita was here?” went on
Therese. “I would have been ashamed of her coming here and behaving as
if the house belonged to her! I had already said some prayers at his
intention at the half-past six mass, the brave gentleman. That maid of
my sister Rita was upstairs watching him drive away with her evil eyes,
but I made a sign of the cross after the fiacre, and then I went upstairs
and banged at your door, my dear kind young Monsieur, and shouted to Rita
that she had no right to lock herself in any of my _locataires_’ rooms.
At last she opened it—and what do you think? All her hair was loose over
her shoulders. I suppose it all came down when she flung her hat on your
bed. I noticed when she arrived that her hair wasn’t done properly. She
used your brushes to do it up again in front of your glass.”
“Wait a moment,” I said, and jumped up, upsetting my wine to run upstairs
as fast as I could. I lighted the gas, all the three jets in the middle
of the room, the jet by the bedside and two others flanking the
dressing-table. I had been struck by the wild hope of finding a trace of
Rita’s passage, a sign or something. I pulled out all the drawers
violently, thinking that perhaps she had hidden there a scrap of paper, a
note. It was perfectly mad. Of course there was no chance of that.
Therese would have seen to it. I picked up one after another all the
various objects on the dressing-table. On laying my hands on the brushes
I had a profound emotion, and with misty eyes I examined them
meticulously with the new hope of finding one of Rita’s tawny hairs
entangled amongst the bristles by a miraculous chance. But Therese would
have done away with that chance, too. There was nothing to be seen,
though I held them up to the light with a beating heart. It was written
that not even that trace of her passage on the earth should remain with
me; not to help but, as it were, to soothe the memory. Then I lighted a
cigarette and came downstairs slowly. My unhappiness became dulled, as
the grief of those who mourn for the dead gets dulled in the overwhelming
sensation that everything is over, that a part of themselves is lost
beyond recall taking with it all the savour of life.
I discovered Therese still on the very same spot of the floor, her hands
folded over each other and facing my empty chair before which the spilled
wine had soaked a large portion of the table-cloth. She hadn’t moved at
all. She hadn’t even picked up the overturned glass. But directly I
appeared she began to speak in an ingratiating voice.
“If you have missed anything of yours upstairs, my dear young Monsieur,
you mustn’t say it’s me. You don’t know what our Rita is.”
“I wish to goodness,” I said, “that she had taken something.”
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