The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
And there was no one from whom I could hear, to whom I could speak, with
whom I could evoke the image of Rita. Of course I could utter that word
of four letters to Therese; but Therese for some reason took it into her
head to avoid all topics connected with her sister. I felt as if I could
pull out great handfuls of her hair hidden modestly under the black
handkerchief of which the ends were sometimes tied under her chin. But,
really, I could not have given her any intelligible excuse for that
outrage. Moreover, she was very busy from the very top to the very
bottom of the house, which she persisted in running alone because she
couldn’t make up her mind to part with a few francs every month to a
servant. It seemed to me that I was no longer such a favourite with her
as I used to be. That, strange to say, was exasperating, too. It was as
if some idea, some fruitful notion had killed in her all the softer and
more humane emotions. She went about with brooms and dusters wearing an
air of sanctimonious thoughtfulness.
The man who to a certain extent took my place in Therese’s favour was the
old father of the dancing girls inhabiting the ground floor. In a tall
hat and a well-to-do dark blue overcoat he allowed himself to be
button-holed in the hall by Therese who would talk to him interminably
with downcast eyes. He smiled gravely down at her, and meanwhile tried
to edge towards the front door. I imagine he didn’t put a great value on
Therese’s favour. Our stay in harbour was prolonged this time and I kept
indoors like an invalid. One evening I asked that old man to come in and
drink and smoke with me in the studio. He made no difficulties to
accept, brought his wooden pipe with him, and was very entertaining in a
pleasant voice. One couldn’t tell whether he was an uncommon person or
simply a ruffian, but in any case with his white beard he looked quite
venerable. Naturally he couldn’t give me much of his company as he had
to look closely after his girls and their admirers; not that the girls
were unduly frivolous, but of course being very young they had no
experience. They were friendly creatures with pleasant, merry voices and
he was very much devoted to them. He was a muscular man with a high
colour and silvery locks curling round his bald pate and over his ears,
like a _barocco_ apostle. I had an idea that he had had a lurid past and
had seen some fighting in his youth. The admirers of the two girls stood
in great awe of him, from instinct no doubt, because his behaviour to
them was friendly and even somewhat obsequious, yet always with a certain
truculent glint in his eye that made them pause in everything but their
generosity—which was encouraged. I sometimes wondered whether those two
careless, merry hard-working creatures understood the secret moral beauty
of the situation.
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