The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
If I were to go early in the morning and tell that fat, bilious man:
“Look here, your Ortega’s mad,” he would certainly think at once that I
was, get very frightened, and . . . one couldn’t tell what course he
would take. He would eliminate me somehow out of the affair. And yet I
could not let the fellow proceed to where Doña Rita was, because,
obviously, he had been molesting her, had filled her with uneasiness and
even alarm, was an unhappy element and a disturbing influence in her
life—incredible as the thing appeared! I couldn’t let him go on to make
himself a worry and a nuisance, drive her out from a town in which she
wished to be (for whatever reason) and perhaps start some explosive
scandal. And that girl Rose seemed to fear something graver even than a
scandal. But if I were to explain the matter fully to H. he would simply
rejoice in his heart. Nothing would please him more than to have Doña
Rita driven out of Tolosa. What a relief from his anxieties (and his
wife’s, too); and if I were to go further, if I even went so far as to
hint at the fears which Rose had not been able to conceal from me, why
then—I went on thinking coldly with a stoical rejection of the most
elementary faith in mankind’s rectitude—why then, that accommodating
husband would simply let the ominous messenger have his chance. He would
see there only his natural anxieties being laid to rest for ever.
Horrible? Yes. But I could not take the risk. In a twelvemonth I had
travelled a long way in my mistrust of mankind.
We paced on steadily. I thought: “How on earth am I going to stop you?”
Had this arisen only a month before, when I had the means at hand and
Dominic to confide in, I would have simply kidnapped the fellow. A
little trip to sea would not have done Señor Ortega any harm; though no
doubt it would have been abhorrent to his feelings. But now I had not
the means. I couldn’t even tell where my poor Dominic was hiding his
diminished head.
Again I glanced at him sideways. I was the taller of the two and as it
happened I met in the light of the street lamp his own stealthy glance
directed up at me with an agonized expression, an expression that made me
fancy I could see the man’s very soul writhing in his body like an
impaled worm. In spite of my utter inexperience I had some notion of the
images that rushed into his mind at the sight of any man who had
approached Doña Rita. It was enough to awaken in any human being a
movement of horrified compassion; but my pity went out not to him but to
Doña Rita. It was for her that I felt sorry; I pitied her for having
that damned soul on her track. I pitied her with tenderness and
indignation, as if this had been both a danger and a dishonour.
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