The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
The penetrating quality of these tones which I had not heard for so many,
many days made my eyes run full of tears. I guessed easily that the
appeal was addressed to the atrocious Therese. The speaker was concealed
from me by the high back of the sofa, but her apprehension was perfectly
justified. For was it not I who had turned back Therese the pious, the
insatiable, coming downstairs in her nightgown to torment her sister some
more? Mere surprise at Doña Rita’s presence in the house was enough to
paralyze me; but I was also overcome by an enormous sense of relief, by
the assurance of security for her and for myself. I didn’t even ask
myself how she came there. It was enough for me that she was not in
Tolosa. I could have smiled at the thought that all I had to do now was
to hasten the departure of that abominable lunatic—for Tolosa: an easy
task, almost no task at all. Yes, I would have smiled, had not I felt
outraged by the presence of Señor Ortega under the same roof with Doña
Rita. The mere fact was repugnant to me, morally revolting; so that I
should have liked to rush at him and throw him out into the street. But
that was not to be done for various reasons. One of them was pity. I
was suddenly at peace with all mankind, with all nature. I felt as if I
couldn’t hurt a fly. The intensity of my emotion sealed my lips. With a
fearful joy tugging at my heart I moved round the head of the couch
without a word.
In the wide fireplace on a pile of white ashes the logs had a deep
crimson glow; and turned towards them Doña Rita reclined on her side
enveloped in the skins of wild beasts like a charming and savage young
chieftain before a camp fire. She never even raised her eyes, giving me
the opportunity to contemplate mutely that adolescent, delicately
masculine head, so mysteriously feminine in the power of instant
seduction, so infinitely suave in its firm design, almost childlike in
the freshness of detail: altogether ravishing in the inspired strength of
the modelling. That precious head reposed in the palm of her hand; the
face was slightly flushed (with anger perhaps). She kept her eyes
obstinately fixed on the pages of a book which she was holding with her
other hand. I had the time to lay my infinite adoration at her feet
whose white insteps gleamed below the dark edge of the fur out of quilted
blue silk bedroom slippers, embroidered with small pearls. I had never
seen them before; I mean the slippers. The gleam of the insteps, too,
for that matter. I lost myself in a feeling of deep content, something
like a foretaste of a time of felicity which must be quiet or it couldn’t
be eternal. I had never tasted such perfect quietness before. It was
not of this earth. I had gone far beyond. It was as if I had reached
the ultimate wisdom beyond all dreams and all passions. She was That
which is to be contemplated to all Infinity.
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