The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
“All this means that you are going to desert me again?” I said with
contempt. “All right. I won’t throw stones after you . . . Are you
going, then?”
She lowered her head slowly with a backward gesture of her arm as if to
keep me off, for I had sprung to my feet all at once as if mad.
“Then go quickly,” I said. “You are afraid of living flesh and blood.
What are you running after? Honesty, as you say, or some distinguished
carcass to feed your vanity on? I know how cold you can be—and yet live.
What have I done to you? You go to sleep in my arms, wake up and go
away. Is it to impress me? Charlatanism of character, my dear.”
She stepped forward on her bare feet as firm on that floor which seemed
to heave up and down before my eyes as she had ever been—goatherd child
leaping on the rocks of her native hills which she was never to see
again. I snatched the arrow of gold from the table and threw it after
her.
“Don’t forget this thing,” I cried, “you would never forgive yourself for
leaving it behind.”
It struck the back of the fur coat and fell on the floor behind her. She
never looked round. She walked to the door, opened it without haste, and
on the landing in the diffused light from the ground-glass skylight there
appeared, rigid, like an implacable and obscure fate, the awful
Therese—waiting for her sister. The heavy ends of a big black shawl
thrown over her head hung massively in biblical folds. With a faint cry
of dismay Doña Rita stopped just within my room.
The two women faced each other for a few moments silently. Therese spoke
first. There was no austerity in her tone. Her voice was as usual,
pertinacious, unfeeling, with a slight plaint in it; terrible in its
unchanged purpose.
“I have been standing here before this door all night,” she said. “I
don’t know how I lived through it. I thought I would die a hundred times
for shame. So that’s how you are spending your time? You are worse than
shameless. But God may still forgive you. You have a soul. You are my
sister. I will never abandon you—till you die.”
“What is it?” Doña Rita was heard wistfully, “my soul or this house that
you won’t abandon.”
“Come out and bow your head in humiliation. I am your sister and I shall
help you to pray to God and all the Saints. Come away from that poor
young gentleman who like all the others can have nothing but contempt and
disgust for you in his heart. Come and hide your head where no one will
reproach you—but I, your sister. Come out and beat your breast: come,
poor Sinner, and let me kiss you, for you are my sister!”
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