The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
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could have thrown it at his head; but I thought suddenly of that hard,
prayerful life, knowing nothing of any ease or pleasure in the world,
absolutely nothing but a pinch of snuff now and then. I remembered how
wretched he used to be when he lacked a copper or two to get some snuff
with. My face was hot with indignation, but before I could fly out at
him I remembered how simple he was. So I said with great dignity that as
the present came from the King and as he wouldn’t receive it from my hand
there was nothing else for me to do but to throw it into the brook; and I
made as if I were going to do it, too. He shouted: ‘Stay, unhappy girl!
Is it really from His Majesty, whom God preserve?’ I said
contemptuously, ‘Of course.’ He looked at me with great pity in his
eyes, sighed deeply, and took the little tin from my hand. I suppose he
imagined me in my abandoned way wheedling the necessary cash out of the
King for the purchase of that snuff. You can’t imagine how simple he is.
Nothing was easier than to deceive him; but don’t imagine I deceived him
from the vainglory of a mere sinner. I lied to the dear man, simply
because I couldn’t bear the idea of him being deprived of the only
gratification his big, ascetic, gaunt body ever knew on earth. As I
mounted my mule to go away he murmured coldly: ‘God guard you, Señora!’
Señora! What sternness! We were off a little way already when his heart
softened and he shouted after me in a terrible voice: ‘The road to Heaven
is repentance!’ And then, after a silence, again the great shout
‘Repentance!’ thundered after me. Was that sternness or simplicity, I
wonder? Or a mere unmeaning superstition, a mechanical thing? If there
lives anybody completely honest in this world, surely it must be my
uncle. And yet—who knows?
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