The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
“Ah! _Un Americano_! Well, never mind him. It was her that I went to
see.”
“What! Walked to the other end of the town to see Doña Rita!” Dominic
addressed her in a low bantering tone. “Why, you were always telling me
you couldn’t walk further than the end of the quay to save your life—or
even mine, you said.”
“Well, I did; and I walked back again and between the two walks I had a
good look. And you may be sure—that will surprise you both—that on the
way back—oh, Santa Madre, wasn’t it a long way, too—I wasn’t thinking of
any man at sea or on shore in that connection.”
“No. And you were not thinking of yourself, either, I suppose,” I said.
Speaking was a matter of great effort for me, whether I was too tired or
too sleepy, I can’t tell. “No, you were not thinking of yourself. You
were thinking of a woman, though.”
“_Si_. As much a woman as any of us that ever breathed in the world.
Yes, of her! Of that very one! You see, we women are not like you men,
indifferent to each other unless by some exception. Men say we are
always against one another but that’s only men’s conceit. What can she
be to me? I am not afraid of the big child here,” and she tapped
Dominic’s forearm on which he rested his head with a fascinated stare.
“With us two it is for life and death, and I am rather pleased that there
is something yet in him that can catch fire on occasion. I would have
thought less of him if he hadn’t been able to get out of hand a little,
for something really fine. As for you, Signorino,” she turned on me with
an unexpected and sarcastic sally, “I am not in love with you yet.” She
changed her tone from sarcasm to a soft and even dreamy note. “A head
like a gem,” went on that woman born in some by-street of Rome, and a
plaything for years of God knows what obscure fates. “Yes, Dominic!
_Antica_. I haven’t been haunted by a face since—since I was sixteen
years old. It was the face of a young cavalier in the street. He was on
horseback, too. He never looked at me, I never saw him again, and I
loved him for—for days and days and days. That was the sort of face he
had. And her face is of the same sort. She had a man’s hat, too, on her
head. So high!”
“A man’s hat on her head,” remarked with profound displeasure Dominic, to
whom this wonder, at least, of all the wonders of the earth, was
apparently unknown.
“_Si_. And her face has haunted me. Not so long as that other but more
touchingly because I am no longer sixteen and this is a woman. Yes, I
did think of her, I myself was once that age and I, too, had a face of my
own to show to the world, though not so superb. And I, too, didn’t know
why I had come into the world any more than she does.”
“And now you know,” Dominic growled softly, with his head still between
his hands.
She looked at him for a long time, opened her lips but in the end only
sighed lightly.
“And what do you know of her, you who have seen her so well as to be
haunted by her face?” I asked.
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