The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
Captain Blunt, with his elbow on the high mantelpiece, had turned away a
little from us and his attitude expressed excellently the detachment of a
man who does not want to hear. As a matter of fact, I don’t suppose he
could have heard. He was too far away, our voices were too contained.
Moreover, he didn’t want to hear. There could be no doubt about it; but
she addressed him unexpectedly.
“As I was saying to you, Don Juan, I have the greatest difficulty in
getting myself, I won’t say understood, but simply believed.”
No pose of detachment could avail against the warm waves of that voice.
He had to hear. After a moment he altered his position as it were
reluctantly, to answer her.
“That’s a difficulty that women generally have.”
“Yet I have always spoken the truth.”
“All women speak the truth,” said Blunt imperturbably. And this annoyed
her.
“Where are the men I have deceived?” she cried.
“Yes, where?” said Blunt in a tone of alacrity as though he had been
ready to go out and look for them outside.
“No! But show me one. I say—where is he?”
He threw his affectation of detachment to the winds, moved his shoulders
slightly, very slightly, made a step nearer to the couch, and looked down
on her with an expression of amused courtesy.
“Oh, I don’t know. Probably nowhere. But if such a man could be found I
am certain he would turn out a very stupid person. You can’t be expected
to furnish every one who approaches you with a mind. To expect that
would be too much, even from you who know how to work wonders at such
little cost to yourself.”
“To myself,” she repeated in a loud tone.
“Why this indignation? I am simply taking your word for it.”
“Such little cost!” she exclaimed under her breath.
“I mean to your person.”
“Oh, yes,” she murmured, glanced down, as it were upon herself, then
added very low: “This body.”
“Well, it is you,” said Blunt with visibly contained irritation. “You
don’t pretend it’s somebody else’s. It can’t be. You haven’t borrowed
it. . . . It fits you too well,” he ended between his teeth.
“You take pleasure in tormenting yourself,” she remonstrated, suddenly
placated; “and I would be sorry for you if I didn’t think it’s the mere
revolt of your pride. And you know you are indulging your pride at my
expense. As to the rest of it, as to my living, acting, working wonders
at a little cost. . . . it has all but killed me morally. Do you hear?
Killed.”
“Oh, you are not dead yet,” he muttered,
“No,” she said with gentle patience. “There is still some feeling left
in me; and if it is any satisfaction to you to know it, you may be
certain that I shall be conscious of the last stab.”
He remained silent for a while and then with a polite smile and a
movement of the head in my direction he warned her.
“Our audience will get bored.”
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