The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
“Oh, you know about the goats. My dear young Monsieur, I could never
tell when she would fling over her pretended sweetness and put her tongue
out at me. Did she tell you about a boy, the son of pious and rich
parents, whom she tried to lead astray into the wildness of thoughts like
her own, till the poor dear child drove her off because she outraged his
modesty? I saw him often with his parents at Sunday mass. The grace of
God preserved him and made him quite a gentleman in Paris. Perhaps it
will touch Rita’s heart, too, some day. But she was awful then. When I
wouldn’t listen to her complaints she would say: ‘All right, sister, I
would just as soon go clothed in rain and wind.’ And such a bag of
bones, too, like the picture of a devil’s imp. Ah, my dear young
Monsieur, you don’t know how wicked her heart is. You aren’t bad enough
for that yourself. I don’t believe you are evil at all in your innocent
little heart. I never heard you jeer at holy things. You are only
thoughtless. For instance, I have never seen you make the sign of the
cross in the morning. Why don’t you make a practice of crossing yourself
directly you open your eyes. It’s a very good thing. It keeps Satan off
for the day.”
She proffered that advice in a most matter-of-fact tone as if it were a
precaution against a cold, compressed her lips, then returning to her
fixed idea, “But the house is mine,” she insisted very quietly with an
accent which made me feel that Satan himself would never manage to tear
it out of her hands.
“And so I told the great lady in grey. I told her that my sister had
given it to me and that surely God would not let her take it away again.”
“You told that grey-headed lady, an utter stranger! You are getting more
crazy every day. You have neither good sense nor good feeling,
Mademoiselle Therese, let me tell you. Do you talk about your sister to
the butcher and the greengrocer, too? A downright savage would have more
restraint. What’s your object? What do you expect from it? What
pleasure do you get from it? Do you think you please God by abusing your
sister? What do you think you are?”
“A poor lone girl amongst a lot of wicked people. Do you think I wanted
to go forth amongst those abominations? it’s that poor sinful Rita that
wouldn’t let me be where I was, serving a holy man, next door to a
church, and sure of my share of Paradise. I simply obeyed my uncle.
It’s he who told me to go forth and attempt to save her soul, bring her
back to us, to a virtuous life. But what would be the good of that? She
is given over to worldly, carnal thoughts. Of course we are a good
family and my uncle is a great man in the country, but where is the
reputable farmer or God-fearing man of that kind that would dare to bring
such a girl into his house to his mother and sisters. No, let her give
her ill-gotten wealth up to the deserving and devote the rest of her life
to repentance.”
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