The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 15, No. 87, January, 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 15, No. 87, January, 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
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My mother was a beautiful sewer, and I am sure she never turned in a
garment that had in any way been slighted. She knew how rude and
exacting this class of employers were, and was nice and careful in
consequence, so as to be sure of giving satisfaction. But all this care
availed nothing, in many cases, to prevent rudeness, and sometimes a
refusal to pay the pitiful price she had been promised. Her disposition
was too gentle and yielding for her to resent these impositions; she was
unable to contend and argue with the rough creatures behind the counter;
she therefore submitted in silence, sometimes even in tears. Twice, I
can distinctly remember, when these heartless men compelled her to leave
her work at less than the low price stipulated, I have seen her tears
fall in big drops as she took up the mite thus grudgingly thrown down to
her, and leave the shop, leading me by the hand. I could feel, young as
I was, the hard nature of this treatment. I heard the rough language,
though unable to know how harshly it must have grated on the soft
feelings of the best mother that child was ever blessed with.
But I comprehended nothing beyond what I saw and heard,--nothing of the
merits of the case,--nothing of the nature and bearings of the
business,--nothing of the severe laws of trade which govern the conduct
of buyer and seller. I did not know that in a large city there are
always hundreds of sewing-women begging from these hard employers the
privilege of toiling all day, and half-way into the night, in an
occupation which never brings even a reasonable compensation, while many
times the severity of their labors, the confinement and privation, break
down the most robust constitutions, and hurry the weaker into a
premature grave.
I was too young to reason on these subjects, though quick enough to feel
for my dear mother. When I saw her full heart overflow in tears, I cried
from sympathy. When we got into the street, and her tears dried up, and
her habitual cheerfulness returned, I also ceased weeping, and soon
forgot the cause. The memory of a child is blissfully fugitive. Indeed,
among the blessings that lie everywhere scattered along our pathway, is
the readiness with which we all forget sorrows that nearly broke down
the spirit when first they fell upon us. For if the griefs of an entire
life were to be remembered, all that we suffer from childhood to mature
age, the accumulation would be greater than we could bear.
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