The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 15, No. 90, April, 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 15, No. 90, April, 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
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In person she was not unlike her father, the Major,--tall, erect, with a
dignified bearing, and so trim a figure, and so elastic a step even at
her years, as would have provoked an inquisitive follower to catch sight
of the face. This was by no means attractive. Her features were thin,
her nose unduly prominent; and both eye and mouth, though well formed,
carried about them a kind of hard positiveness that would have
challenged respect, perhaps, but no warmer feeling. Two little curls
were flattened upon either temple; and her neck-tie, dress, gloves, hat,
were always most neatly arranged, and ordered with the same precision
that governed all her action. In the town of Canterbury she was an
institution. Her charities and all her religious observances were
methodical, and never omitted. Her whole life, indeed, was a discipline.
Without any great love for children, she still had her Bible-class; and
it was rare that the weather or any other cause forbade attendance upon
its duties. Nor was there one of the little ones who listened to that
clear, sharp, metallic voice of hers but stood in awe of her; not one
that could say she was unkind; not one who had ever bestowed a childish
gift upon her,--such little gifts as children love to heap on those who
have found the way to their hearts.
Sentiment had never been effusive in her; and it was now limited to
quick sparkles, that sometimes flashed into a page of her reading. As
regarded the serious question of marriage, implying a home, position,
the married dignities, it had rarely disturbed her; and now her
imaginative forecast did not grapple it with any vigor or longing. If,
indeed, it had been possible that a man of high standing, character,
cultivation,--equal, in short, to the Johnses in every way,--should woo
her with pertinacity, she might have been disposed to yield a dignified
assent, but not unless he could be made to understand and adequately
appreciate the immense favor she was conferring. In short, the suitor
who could abide and admit her exalted pretensions, and submit to them,
would most infallibly be one of a character and temper so far inferior
to her own that she would scorn him from the outset. This dilemma,
imposed by the rigidity of her smaller dignities, that were never
mastered or overshadowed either by her sentiment or her passion, not
only involved a life of celibacy, but was a constant justification of
it, and made it eminently easy to be borne. There are not a few maiden
ladies who are thus lightered over the shoals of a solitary existence by
the buoyancy of their own intemperate vanities.
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