The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 16, No. 95, September 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 16, No. 95, September 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
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Adèle, with her quick ear and eye, has no difficulty in discovering the
ground of the Doctor's uneasiness and of Miss Eliza's frequent
questionings in regard to her intercourse with the new teacher.
"I am sure they think you very bad," she said to Madame Arles, one day,
in a spirit of mischief.
"Bad! bad! Adèle, why? how?"--and that strange tortuous look came to her
eye, with a quick flush to her cheeks.
"Ah, now, dear Madame, don't be disturbed; 'tis only your religion they
think so bad, and fear you will mislead me. _Tenez!_ this little rosary"
(and she displays it to the eye of the wondering Madame Arles) "they
would have taken from me."
Madame pressed the beads reverently to her lips, while her manner
betrayed a deep religious emotion, (as it seemed to Adèle,) which she
had rarely seen in her before.
"And you claimed it, my child?"
"Not for any faith I had in it; but it was my mother's."
The good woman kissed Adèle.
"You must long to see her, my child!"
A shade of sorrow and doubt ran over the face of the girl. This did not
escape the notice of Madame Arles, who, with a terribly dejected and
distracted air, replaced the rosary in her hands.
"_Mon ange!_" (in this winsome way she was accustomed at times to
address Adèle) "we cannot talk of these things. I have promised as much
to the Doctor; it is better so; he is a good man."
Adèle sat toying for a moment with the rosary upon her fingers, looking
down; then, seeing that woe-begone expression that had fastened upon the
face of her companion, she sprang up, kissed her forehead, and,
restoring thus--as she knew she could do--a cheeriness to her manner,
resumed her lesson.
But from this time forth she showed an eagerness to unriddle, so far as
she might, the mystery of that faith which the Doctor clothed in his
ponderous discourses,--weighed down and oppressed by his prolixity, and
confounded by doctrines she could not comprehend, yet recognizing, under
all, his serene trust, and gratefully conscious of his tender regard and
constant watchfulness. But, more than all, it was a subject of confusion
to her, that the prim and austere Miss Eliza, whose pride and
selfishness her keen eye could not fail to see, should be possessed of a
truer faith than the poor stranger whose gentleness, and suffering so
patiently borne, seemed in a measure to Christianize and dignify
character. And if she dropped a hint of these doubts, as she sometimes
did, in the ear of the motherly Mrs. Elderkin, that good woman took her
hand tenderly,--"My dear Adèle, we are all imperfect; but God sees with
other eyes than ours. Trust Him,--trust Him above all, Adèle!"
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