These secret meetings on which she had counted so, what did she gain by them? She saw that, with all her beauty, intelligence, and zeal for him, she was nothing to him still. He suspected, he sometimes hated his wife, but he was always full of her. There was no getting any other wedge into his heart. This so embittered Ryder that one day she revenged herself on him. He had been saying that no earthly torment could equal his: all his watching had shown him nothing for certain. "O," said he, "if I could only get proof of her innocence, or proof of her guilt! Anything better than the misery of doubt. It gnaws my heart, it consumes my flesh. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't sit down. I envy the dead that lie at peace. O my heart! my heart!" "And all for a woman that is not young, nor half so handsome as yourself. Well, sir, I'll try and cure you of your _doubt_ if that is what torments you. When you threatened that Leonard, he got his orders to come here no more. But _she_ visited him at his place again and again." "'T is false! How know you that?" "As soon as your back was turned, she used to order her horse and ride to him." "How do you know she went to _him_?" "I mounted the tower, and saw the way she took." Griffith's face was a piteous sight. He stammered out, "Well, he is her confessor. She always visited him at times." "Ay, sir; but in those days her blood was cool, and his too; but bethink you now, when you threatened the man with the horse-pond, he became your enemy. All revenge is sweet; but what revenge so sweet to any man as that which came to his arms of its own accord? I do notice that men can't read men, but any woman can read a woman. Maids they are reserved, because their mothers have told them that is the only way to get married. But what have a wife and a priest to keep them distant? Can they ever hope to come together lawfully? That is why a priest's light-o'-love is always some honest man's wife. What had those two to keep them from folly? Old Betty Gough? Why, the mistress had bought her, body and soul, long ago. No, sir, you had no friend there; and you had three enemies,--love, revenge, and opportunity. Why, what did the priest say to me? I met him not ten yards from here. 'Ware the horse-pond!' says I. Says he, '_Since I am to have the bitter, I'll have the sweet as well._'" These infernal words were not spoken in vain. Griffith's features were horribly distorted, his eyes rolled fearfully, and he fell to the ground, grinding his teeth, and foaming at the mouth. An epileptic fit! An epileptic fit is a terrible sight: the simple description of one in our medical books is appalling. And in this case it was all the more fearful, the subject being so strong and active. Caroline Ryder shrieked with terror, but no one heard her; at all events, no one came; to be sure the place had a bad name for ghosts, etc.