The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 18, No. 105, July 1866: A Magazine of Literature, Science, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 18, No. 105, July 1866: A Magazine of Literature, Science, Art, and Politics
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She was not noticeably little as a woman, but wonderfully little as a
bundle, to contain so many great virtues,--rather below the medium
stature, slender, and bent with age, rather than with burdens; for she
had had no heartless master to lay heavy packs upon her. Her face, far
from unpleasing in its lines, was lovely in its blended expression of
intelligence, modesty, the sweetest guilelessness, an almost heroic
truthfulness, devoted fidelity, a dove-like tranquillity of mind, and
that abiding, reposeful trust in God which is equal to all trials, and
can never be taken by surprise. Her voice was soft and soothing, her
motions singularly free from clumsiness or fretfulness, her manners so
beautifully blended of unaffected humility, patience, and self-respect
as to command, in cheerful reciprocity, the deference they tendered; in
which respect she was a severe ordeal to the sham gentlemen and ladies
who had the honor to be presented to her,--the slightest trace of
snobbery betraying itself at once to the sensitive test-paper of Aunt
Judy's true politeness. Her ways were ways of pleasantness, and all her
paths were peace. Faith, hope, and charity were met in her dusky,
shrunken bosom,--more at home there, perhaps, than in a finer dwelling.
A sneering philosophy was never yet challenged to contemplate a piety
more complete than that which made this venerable "nigger" a lady on
earth, and a saint in heaven; but on her knees she found it, and on her
knees she held it fast,--watching, praying, trembling.
"When she sat, her head was, prayer-like, bending;
When she rose, it rose not any more.
Faster seemed her true heart grave-ward tending
Than her tired feet, weak and travel-sore."
She was, indeed, a living prayer, a lying-down and rising-up, a
going-out and coming-in prayer,--a loving, longing, working, waiting
prayer,--a black and wrinkled, bent and tottering incense and
aspiration. With her to labor was literally to worship; she washed
dishes with confession, ironed shirts with supplication, and dusted
furniture with thanksgiving,--morning, evening, noon, and night,
praising God. From resting-place to resting-place, over tedious
stretches of task, she prayed her way,
"And ever, at each period,
She stopped and sang, 'Praise God!'"
like Browning's Theocrite. And, as if answering Blaise, the listening
monk, when he said,
"Well done!
I doubt not thou art heard, my son:
As well as if thy voice to-day
Were praising God the Pope's great way,"
her longing was,
"Would God that I
Might praise him _some_ great way and die."
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