The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 20, No. 122, December, 1867: A Magazine of Literature, Science, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 20, No. 122, December, 1867: A Magazine of Literature, Science, Art, and Politics
Various
American periodicals
Grandmother is a gentle, sweet old lady, whom I remember always with the
same serene face, bearing all earthly troubles with such holy patience
as lifts this common life to heaven; she waits for hours in unbroken
silence, while her face wears the rapt, mystical look of one who talks
with angels, and then we move softly about her, and not one of us would
by words of our own call her down from the mount of vision. Within a
year or two she has grown quite deaf, and since this her life seems yet
more isolated; sometimes, however, like most deaf persons, she hears
words spoken in low tones that are not meant for her, perhaps because at
times the spirit is vividly awake, and more than usually quick to catch
at and interpret what else might beat in vain upon the dull, corporeal
sense.
She put by her knitting at father's words, and rose and walked feebly to
the window, where she stood a long time looking out at the death-white
waste, shut in by the morose, ominous sky. Then, turning slowly, her
face alight and beautiful with that beauty which is fairer than youth,
she said, "It puts me in mind of the Great Snow, Ephraim,--it puts me in
mind of a good many things!"
Then she came back to the fire, and sat down again in her corner. Memory
was stirring, the Past unfolding its scroll. The knitting-work fell
unheeded from the old, trembling fingers. She was a girl again, and the
story of that far-off girlhood fell softly upon the evening silence.
"I was only eighteen years old, Ephraim, when your grandfather moved
down from the new State. I had lived up there in the wilderness all my
life; and I was as shy as a wild rabbit, and, in my own fashion, proud.
Father was poor in those days, for there were six of us children to feed
and clothe, and mother was delicate and often ill; so we moved into a
low, one-story house, that was old too, as well as small; but as we had
always lived in a log-house, and this was a frame one, we were more than
satisfied. We did not mind if the snow blew in at the cracks in the
roof, and nestled in little drifts on the counterpane, for we were used
to it. I remember that one bright star always peeped down at me in the
winter through the open spaces between the boards, and shone so calm and
clear that I used to fancy it was God's home, and somehow my prayers
seemed surer of getting to him when I said them in the pure light of
this star. But that was while we were in the new State. When we moved
down country, I was a grown-up girl, able to turn my hand to any chore
about the house; and I went to meeting in the meeting-house at the
Corner, and had got over my childish notions.
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