Dystopias -- Fiction; Science fiction; United States -- Fiction
O'Hara got up. He was standing in a small circular room at the end
of one of those glaring corridors, as if in running he had come at
last upon that point in infinity which the corridors always seemed to
promise, a room with a diameter of forty feet, its sheer walls rising
to a dome that opened on a tiny patch of brilliant blue, much like the
blue of O'Hara's now shapeless uniform. Was it the sky he saw, the
heavens that he'd known before descending into the subsurface warrens
of this lost atomic world? He did not know--illusion had become so
routine that the fact seemed always suspect now. Yet it could be the
sky, a pledge of things to be, as Nedra and the baby had become in
memory.
"Are you listening, Stephen Bryce?"
"What is it now, O'Hara?"
"The ceiling--?"
"A symbol. And only you in this hemisphere can understand it."
"I don't."
"It is inevitable, O'Hara, that the mechanics of this hemisphere as we
have been forced to organize it would tend to create in your mind the
impression that I am divine. Is that not true?"
"It is stronger than an impression, Father. If you have lived, as you
say, nearly three centuries, if you control this spatial city and the
Curtain and the Tube--and I know you do--it becomes extremely difficult
to think of you as mortal."
"You see? In spite of your reason, in spite of the scoffing tone you
force into your voice, you are beginning to believe. The genesis of
faith is most often the misinterpretation of truths. And so I have made
that tiny patch of celestial heaven visible to you. For you--and you
alone--must understand that I am not God, that I am not immortal, that
I am subject to the laws of nature and eternity regardless of how long
I manage to evade them.
"That patch of sky is there to bolster your sanity, O'Hara. For you
must be sane. No matter how deeply involved you may become in the game
of playing the Chosen Son, you must retain your sanity, or the purpose
of the game will be defeated by the zest of it. Remember this, you have
few realities to cling to--that patch of sky is one of them, and the
senile tremor of my fingertips, and the receptive loins of your wife,
and your baby's cry, and the inerasable memory of the world beyond the
Curtain. Cling to these, O'Hara, for you will need them. Anstruther is
approaching."
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