Public affairs and prophecy—The divining rod—The appropriation of
waste lands—The word ‘meanness’ defined—South’s
sermons—Projected theological
compendia—Correspondence—Journalising to ‘my friend’—Anecdote of
Dean Milner and Pitt—Death of the Duke of Bedford—Napoleon and
Protestantism.
_March 20._—It is in vain to complain of gaps; if I had but
attention enough to write only two lines every day I should have
hope of going on. I have been thinking more seriously of the
Journal, and of converting it to use as a memento of the progress I
make in the only business worth real attention—my salvation through
the merits of the Blessed Saviour. For this purpose I must fix on
some hour of the day to be regular at it, and, if I hold my
resolution, it shall be immediately after my prayers in the morning,
being always up at 4 A.M. and sometimes at 3 A.M. I am then sure to
be uninterrupted; positively I will begin to-morrow morning.
_21st._—Dined yesterday with Lord Somerville. I did not like the
day. Duke of Montrose, Duke of Athol, and Lord Rossmore sent
excuses, but the Marquis of Abercorn, Lord Dalkeith, Lord Villiers,
Lord Barrington, Mr. McDougal, Mr. Baird, and two Scotch members
were there, the last but one a hard-headed, sensible man.
Much conversation, particularly farming. This morning Sir A. St.
John Mildmay called to have my opinion of a Bill he is now bringing
into Parliament to enable the clergy to give leases of their tithes
beyond the term of their lives. The Archbishop has not negatived it,
but such a Bill can no more pass than the abolition of tithes; it is
open to such frauds that perhaps it ought not to pass.
My chief misfortune in having little society with well-disposed
minds: I know few except Wilberforce and Cecil; the latter I rarely
see, and W. is so full of business that I might nearly as well be
unknown to him. I will urge him to form a Society to meet once a
week for conversation merely on religion.
_22nd, Sunday._—To be eager and alert in rising at 4 A.M. for all my
secular employments and sluggish on the Lord’s Day, when, if I rise,
it must be to His worship, seemed long ago a snare of Satan, which,
blessed be God, I have resisted. I was yesterday at the Society for
Bettering the Condition of the Poor, the Bishop of Durham in the
chair; it is an excellent institution, and may call down the
blessing of God—may that Being grant them his grace to do good from
right motives! With the Duke of Bedford on the Smithfield Society,
and the whole day full of business, which, on the Sabbath, I banish
as much as I can from my mind. In the evening my son and daughter
only at home, and therefore I got an hour’s religious conversation
with them on the times and the Prophecies.
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