I have only an old woman who keeps the house in our absence, and
never was so attended before; but no matter—I am quiet, peaceful,
and living economically, and shall, I hope, be very well contented.
Divine service was worse done than anything; Sharpe, who is past
everything, preaches and reads worse than any human being; this is
lamentable. That point is the glory of London; one can find churches
where our attention is commanded by instruction.
I never saw the wheat look better, thanks to God! My farm is the
source of disquiet as well as pleasure—such bailiffs as I must keep
execute everything badly, except just what they have always been
used to; and with great expenses there are always many things sadly
neglected. With such absences as I am forced to, this must be the
case.
I have read Barrow’s sermons chiefly since I came down. That on Good
Friday excellent, on Whit Sunday capital, and on the prophecies of
the Messiah such as would convince an infidel, were not infidelity
true hardness of heart.
_5th._—At the Sacrament, none but Green and his wife, and the clerk
and his wife. How much have the clergy to answer for! Reading Barrow
and South’s sermons, ‘The Image of God in the Creation,’ which is
full of wit. Barrow is a most powerful writer, he pours out a
torrent of matter, a stream of mind, as Johnson said of Burke; an
amazing flow of conception and of expression, forcible and varied; a
rich command of language, and such fertility that one of his sermons
would make ten modern ones.
The life I am getting into here of walking and reading is such a
contrast to that at London as to be a most pleasant change and
recreation to my soul and body.
From January 20th I had been so loaded with business of the
requisitions from the Committees of Lords and Commons, and reading
360 essays, that I was employed every day from morn to dinner. I
rose at 4 A.M. regularly, sometimes sooner, even at 3 A.M., and
neglected my ‘Elements’[200] entirely on this account. All was for
the Board, and not free from anxiety. Here I shall have a
fortnight’s refreshment and relaxation, thanks to the Almighty for
it, and that He blesses me with health to enjoy it.
_7th._—Yesterday at 2 o’clock I walked to Bury, for I have neither
horse nor chaise to go in or on. Dined with my friend[201] alone. I
had much talk, and tried hard to impress her with good religious
notions, but I fear in vain; she will not be converted but by
misfortune and misery, her easy prosperous situation will prevent
it. I can only pray for her.
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