_March 8._—At Wilberforce’s last night till 10 o’clock, and was not
in bed till quarter past 11 P.M. Though I was up before 4 A.M., and
had no sleep in the day, or very little, the consequence was that in
the night just past I slept very soundly indeed, and till 6 A.M.
Dean Milner[212] there, and I had much conversation with him about
W. while he and Mr. W. were out of the room. He first made an
impression on Wilberforce’s mind at Scarborough; he hinted on some
person named being an enthusiast, but Milner (though not religious
then himself) checked it with a firmness that made W. think. They
afterwards travelled to Nice, and were there three months about the
year 1783 or 1784. The Duke of Gloucester was then an infidel; the
conversation M. had with him upon the journey had no other effect
(indeed that was the capital one) but of making him serious in
reading and considering the Bible, which he did with great industry
and deep attention, bringing to it a _heart_ open to conviction; his
health was injured by application, but his eternal soul was saved.
He afterwards broke off his intimacies with a social fashionable
set, and particularly from dinners which hurt his progress in Divine
impersonation. He fairly and openly told his friends the reason.
Pitt never joked or laughed at him—some did, but he never; all were
sorry to lose him. But he was in earnest, and carried his
determination into effect to give himself wholly to the care of his
soul in the first place, and next to perform his temporal duties by
assiduity in business. The Dean remarked the great good his book is
likely to do from this time to the end of the world. Many, many may
be saved by it. He dictated an answer to some quotations from David
which the Duke of Grafton gave me the other day in argument against
original sin, the righteousness named 1,000 years before Christ. He
replied as I had done on the spot to the Duke, that these men had
the _spirit_, and then were righteous before God in _Jesus Christ_
who saved from the creation.
The Duke of Bedford’s death! How much I could write on that topic. I
met Halifax at the Duke of Grafton’s. He died with what is called
perfect courage, collectedness, and resolution that is perfectly
hardened in insensibility. A most tremendous, awful, horrible case!
But very difficult to separate affection for the amiable temper and
useful life from a just condemnation of his utter want of religion
and piety.
_From the Duke of Bedford[213]
in carrying out the plans of his late Brother_
‘Woburn Abbey: March 28, 1802.
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