His abilities are considerable, his parts strong, his ardour and
animation uncommonly great. His eloquence great, and his manner
impressive. His prayers admirably adapted to the cases of all who
heard him. He came with a servant and two very fine horses, on which
he places a high value. From his life and expenses must have a
considerable income; for his preferment is only expense, and costs
him more than he receives from it. His fellowship is as good as 400
guineas a year to him. He must have a very good private fortune,
from some circumstances, as I judge, which he dropped in
conversation. He went to Cambridge from Eton and became a Christian
on the third day, now about twenty-five or twenty-six years ago.
During all which time he has never doubted of his future salvation.
He is remarkably cheerful and has much wit, or something nearly
allied to it.
I wrote to N. H., requesting his pulpit for Sunday, but he refused
it; and after church apologised, saying it was not from himself, but
he was _talked to_.
Oh! for the dumb dogs of our clergy who will neither preach the
Gospel themselves nor let others do it. I told him that my request
was to him a safe one, for I asked, of course, only for a
regularly bred clergyman, and who possessed preferment in the
national church. Very unlucky! Symonds dined here, and his
conversation never does any good. He explained his chance for
salvation in the merits alone of Jesus Christ, but denies original
sin. This seems a contradiction; I would not think so for a
thousand worlds! How can he be sensible of what he wants in the
blood of the Saviour without knowing the utter depravity of his
heart?
Tuesday morning, C. Coke, of Holkham, Allen, and Moore called on me
to see the farm, and would have me dine with them at Moore’s. Haunch
of venison, &c. Mrs. M. young, and in the worldly sphere very
agreeable; her dress horrid. She contrives to force out her
prominent bust in a manner that must take no small attention in
dressing, is very big with child, and thinly clad; such a figure is
common in these times, but the fashion is contrived purposely.
Mr. Smirenove came last night to dinner, and brought Count
Rostopchin’s snuff-box. It is turned in his own oak, lined with
gold, and has a tablet containing the representation of a building
dedicated to me. The inscription in Russian, _A Pupil to his
Master_, set round with sixty-six diamonds. Query—Should not all
such toys be turned into money and given to the poor? He was Prime
Minister under Paul, and has 50,000_l._ English per annum.
On Monday I breakfasted, dined, and slept at Lord Bristol’s; Lady B.
and her sister, Miss Upton, sung Italian airs till twelve o’clock at
night. They were many years ago a horrible temptation, now [they
are] a frivolous waste of time, but ever a bad tendency on the
heart. Pressed me greatly to stay; but I was engaged next day to
dinner at Gooch’s, and yesterday I dined at Betsy’s. All this
visiting is very bad for my soul.
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