On the Sabbath he is extremely just. On turning the mind from
creation’s beauties to creation’s Author, the observation is fine;
his remarks on the life of dissipation at Brighton, beautiful; on
religion, page 106, on local attachments, on familiar communion with
God, on natural music, terminated by a most sublime passage—‘There
is somewhere in infinite space a world that does not roll within the
precincts of mercy; and as it is reasonable and even scriptural to
suppose that there is music in heaven, in those dismal regions
perhaps the reverse of it is found. Tones so dismal as to make woe
itself more insupportable, and to acuminate even despair!’ What a
striking thought! But how many are there that will believe in
neither hell nor devil, and what must their belief and feelings be
who, closing their ears here, open them to the sounds of such a
world as that! How many passages do we meet with in great authors
which seem sufficient to strike a reader’s mind to conviction and
conversion; yet read by thousands, perhaps admired, without the
smallest effect on the heart.
_25th._—A Mr. Cole called here to ask about passports for Russia. He
has hired 30,000 acres in the province of Minsk, which he is to have
with 300 boors, paying half the profits as rent. He was advised not
to take a grant of land, as it would cause a difficulty after it to
quit Russia. I must caution Arthur about this, for he may entangle
himself without being aware of it. In the melancholy, solitary
moments I pass here, I have been thinking of the many blessings the
Almighty has been graciously pleased to shower down upon me. First,
He gives me great health, at sixty-four, as good as at any time for
twenty years past, and much better than forty years ago. Secondly,
He has been pleased to leave me two children. Oh, that He would call
them to feel truly His faith, fear, and love! Thirdly, He has
granted me an ample income very far beyond what I had, upon entering
the world, the smallest reason to expect. I have many doubts of
money ever being a blessing, but that is owing to the receiver and
not to the giver, it certainly is that which might be made by grace
a very considerable one. Fourthly, He has given me the power of
being greatly useful to my country; it would be foolish not to
reckon that which I know beyond the possibility of vanity deceiving
me. Fifthly, He has given me a paternal estate and residence which I
greatly love and never wish to change. I could go on and reckon many
other things, but these are sufficient to call for a heartfelt and
deeply abiding gratitude. I ought to be able to add, that I am
miserable for want of feeling this as I should do; in truth I am in
this respect a brute beast devoid of everything that marks the
Christian and the penitent. O Lord, of Thy mercy soften this
obdurate heart by the grace of Jesus Christ! Fill it with contrition
for offences. Purify and renew it, bring it in holy faith to the
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