The Autobiography of Madame GuyonGuyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
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The Autobiography of Madame Guyon
Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Catholics -- France -- Biography; Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de La Motte, 1648-1717
The Bishop of Geneva continued to persecute me. When he wrote, it was
with politeness and thanks for my charities at Gex; while at the same
time he said to others that I "gave nothing to that house." He wrote
against me to the Ursulines with whom I lived, charging them to hinder
me from having any conferences with Father La Combe. The superior of
the house, a man of merit, and the prioress, as well as the community,
were so irritated at this, that they could not forbear testifying it to
him. He then excused himself with a pretended respect, saying, he did
not mean it that way. They wrote to him that "I did not see the Father
but at the confessional, and not in conference; that they were so much
edified by me, as to think themselves happy in having me, and to esteem
it a greater favor from God." What they said out of pure charity was
not pleasing to the Bishop, who, seeing they loved me in this house,
said, that I won over everybody to myself and that he wished I were out
of the diocese. Though I knew all this, and these good sisters were
troubled at it, I could have no trouble by reason of the calm
establishment which I was in. The will of God rendering everything
equal to me. The creatures, however unreasonable or passionate they
appear, not being regarded in themselves but in God; an habitual faith
causes everything to be seen in God without distinction. Thus, when I
see poor souls so ruffled for discourses in the air, so uneasy for
explanations, I pity them. They have reasons, I know, which self-love
causes to appear very just.
To relieve myself a little from the fatigue of continual conversation,
I desired Father La Combe to allow me a retreat. It was then that I let
myself be consumed by love all the day long. Also I perceived the
quality of a spiritual mother; for the Lord gave me what I cannot
express for the perfection of souls. This I could not hide from Father
La Combe. It seemed to me as if I entered into the inmost recesses of
his heart. Our Lord showed me he was His servant, chosen among a
thousand, singularly to honor Him; but that He would lead him through
total death, and the entire destruction of the old man. He would have
me contribute thereto and be instrumental to cause him to walk in the
way in which He had led me first; in order that I might be in a
condition to direct others, to tell them the way through which I have
passed. The Lord would have us to be conformed, and to become both one
in Him; though my soul was more advanced now, yet he should one day
pass beyond it, with a bold and rapid flight. God knows with what joy I
would see my spiritual children surpass their mother.
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