The Autobiography of Madame GuyonGuyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
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The Autobiography of Madame Guyon
Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Catholics -- France -- Biography; Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de La Motte, 1648-1717
There were in this noviciate many novices. The eldest of them grew so
very uneasy under his vocation, that he knew not what to do. So great
was his trouble that he could neither read, study, pray, nor do
scarcely any of his duties. His companion brought him to me. We spoke
awhile together, and the Lord discovered to me both the cause of his
disorder and its remedy. I told it to him; and he began to practice
prayer, even that of the heart. He was on a sudden wonderfully changed,
and the Lord highly favored him. As I spoke to him grace wrought in his
heart, and his soul drank it in, as the parched ground does the gentle
rain. He felt himself relieved of his pain before he left the room. He
then readily, joyfully, and perfectly performed all his exercises,
which before were done with reluctance and disgust. He now both studied
and prayed easily, and discharged all his duties, in such a manner,
that he was scarce known to himself or to others. What astonished him
most was a remarkable gift of prayer. He saw that there was readily
given him what he could never have before, whatever pains he took for
it. This enlivening gift was the principle which made him act, gave him
grace for his employments, and an inward fruition of the grace of God,
which brought all good with it. He gradually brought me all the
novices, all of whom partook of the effects of grace, though
differently, according to their different temperaments. Never was there
a more flourishing noviciate.
The master and superior could not forbear admiring so great a change in
their novices, though they did not know the cause of it. One day, as
they were speaking of it to the collector, for they esteemed him highly
on account of his virtue, he said, "My fathers, if you will permit me,
I will tell you the reason of it. It is the lady against whom you have
exclaimed so much without knowing her, whom God has made use of for all
of this." They were very surprised; and both the master, though
advanced in age, and his superior then submitted humbly to practice
prayer, after the manner taught by a little book, which the Lord
inspired me to write, and of which I shall say more hereafter. They
reaped such benefit from it, that the superior said to me, "I am become
quite a new man. I could not practice prayer before, because my
reasoning faculty was grown dull and exhausted; but now I do it as
often as I will, with ease, with much fruit, and a quite different
sensation of the presence of God." And the master said, "I have been a
friar these forty years, and can truly say that I never knew how to
pray; nor have I ever known or tasted of God, as I have done since I
read that little book."
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