The Autobiography of Madame GuyonGuyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Religion
The Autobiography of Madame Guyon
Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Catholics -- France -- Biography; Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de La Motte, 1648-1717
write to me, to inform me that she was in despair for what she had
done; that God had punished her. After these recantations the outcry
abated, the bishop disabused, and since that time he has testified a
great regard for me. This creature had, among other things, said that I
caused myself to be worshiped; also other unparalleled follies.
From Marseilles I knew not how or whither I should turn next. I saw no
likelihood either of staying or of returning to Grenoble, where I had
left my daughter in a convent. Father La Combe had written to me that
he did not think I ought to go to Paris. I even felt a strong
repugnance to the idea of going, which made me think it was not yet the
time for it. One morning I felt myself inwardly pressed to go
somewhere. I took a conveyance to go to see the Marchioness of Prunai,
which was, I thought, the most honorable refuge for me in my present
condition. I thought I might pass through Nice on my way to her
habitation, as some had assured me I might. But when I arrived at Nice,
I was greatly surprised to learn that the conveyance could not pass the
mountain. I knew not what to do, nor which way to turn, alone, forsaken
of everybody, and not knowing what God required of me. My confusion and
crosses seemed to increase. I saw myself, without refuge or retreat,
wandering as a vagabond. All the tradesmen, whom I saw in their shops,
appeared to me happy, in having a dwelling of their own in which to
retire. Nothing in the world seemed harder than this wandering life to
me, who naturally loved propriety and decorum. As I was in this
uncertainty, not knowing what course to take, one came to tell me that
next day a sloop would set off, which used to go in one day to Genoa;
and that if I chose it, they would land me at Savona, from whence I
might get myself carried to the Marchioness of Prunai's house. To that
I consented, as I could not be supplied with any other way.
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