The Autobiography of Madame GuyonGuyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
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The Autobiography of Madame Guyon
Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Catholics -- France -- Biography; Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de La Motte, 1648-1717
They asked me who was now my confessor. I named him; but he was seized
with such a fright that he denied it; though I could have produced many
persons who had seen me at his confessional. So then they said they had
caught me in a lie; I was not to be trusted. My acquaintance then said
they knew me not, and others were at liberty to invent stories, and say
all manner of evil of me. The woman, appointed for my keeper, was
gained over by my enemies, to torment me as an heretic, an enthusiast,
one crackbrained and an hypocrite. God alone knows what she made me
suffer. As she sought to surprise me in my words, I watched them, to be
more exact in them; but I fared the worse for it. I made more slips and
gave her more advantages over me thereby, beside the trouble in my own
mind for it. I then left myself as I was, and resolved, though this
woman would bring me to the scaffold, by the false reports she was
continually carrying to the prioress, that I would simply resign myself
to my lot; so I re-entered into my former condition.
Monsieur Charon the Official, and a Doctor of Sorbonne, came four times
to examine me. Our Lord did me the favor which He promised to His
apostles, to make me answer much better than if I had studied. Luke
21:14, 15. They said to me, if I had explained myself, as I now did, in
the book entitled, Short and Easy Method of Prayer, I would not now
have been here. My last examination was about a counterfeit letter,
which they read and let me see. I told them the hand was no way like
mine. They said it was only a copy; they had the original at home. I
desired a sight of it, but could not obtain it. I told them I never
wrote it, nor did I know the person to whom it was addressed; but they
took scarcely any notice of what I said.
After this letter was read, the official turned to me and said, "You
see, madam, that after such a letter there was foundation enough for
imprisoning you." "Yes, sir," said I, "if I had written it." I showed
them its falsehoods and inconsistencies, but all in vain. I was left
two months, and treated worse and worse, before either of them came
again to see me. Till then I had always some hope that, seeing my
innocence, they would do me justice; but now I saw that they did not
want to find me innocent, but to make me appear guilty.
The official alone came the next time, and told me, "I must speak no
more of the false letter; that it was nothing." "How nothing," said I,
"to counterfeit a person's writing, and to make one appear an enemy to
the State!" He replied, "We will seek out the author of it." "The
author," said I, "is no other than the Scrivener Gautier." He then
demanded where the papers were which I wrote on the Scriptures. I told
him, "I would give them up when I should be out of prison; but was not
willing to tell with whom I had lodged them."
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