The Autobiography of Mark Rutherford, Edited by his friend Reuben ShapcottWhite, William Hale
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The Autobiography of Mark Rutherford, Edited by his friend Reuben Shapcott
White, William Hale
Religious fiction
How it came about I do not know, but my whole story rushed to my lips,
and I told her all of it with quivering voice. I cannot imagine what
possessed me to make her my confidante. Shy, reserved, and proud, I
would have died rather than have breathed a syllable of my secret if I
had been in my ordinary humour, but her soft, sweet face altogether
overpowered me.
As I proceeded with my tale, the change that came over her was most
remarkable. When I began she was leaning back placidly in her large
chair, with her handkerchief upon her lap; but gradually her face
kindled, she sat upright, and she was transformed with a completeness and
suddenness which I could not have conceived possible. At last, when I
had finished, she put both her hands to her forehead, and almost shrieked
out, “Shall I tell him?—O my God, shall I tell him?—may God have mercy on
him!” I was amazed beyond measure at the altogether unsuspected depth of
passion which was revealed in her whom I had never before seen disturbed
by more than a ripple of emotion. She drew her chair nearer to mine, put
both her hands on my knees, looked right into my eyes, and said,
“Listen.” She then moved back a little, and spoke as follows:
“It is forty-five years ago this month since I was married. You are
surprised; you have always known me under my maiden name, and you thought
I had always been single. It is forty-six years ago this month since the
man who afterwards became my husband first saw me. He was a partner in a
cloth firm. At that time it was the duty of one member of a firm to
travel, and he came to our town, where my father was a well-to-do
carriage-builder. My father was an old customer of his house, and the
relationship between the customer and the wholesale merchant was then
very different from what it is now. Consequently, Mr. Hexton—for that
was my husband’s name—was continually asked to stay with us so long as he
remained in the town. He was what might be called a singularly handsome
man—that is to say, he was upright, well-made, with a straight nose,
black hair, dark eyes, and a good complexion. He dressed with perfect
neatness and good taste, and had the reputation of being a most temperate
and most moral man, much respected—amongst the sect to which both of us
belonged.
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