The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
By a curious coincidence, Captain Stanley, her brother-in-law, arrived
from Havana the next day, in a brig. He knew nothing of me. There was no
reason he should be tender to my feelings, and he intimated to me, with
the frankness of a ship’s captain, that he would take charge of
everything. Even Margaret subsided before this strong man; and, being
very miserable, and with a feeling of irretrievable loss, I withdrew,
after a silent clasp of the hands.
About three days later I received a letter from Margaret, saying that
the body had been embalmed, and the casket had been put in lead; and
that, according to a telegram received from Mr. Stanley, she was going
up the river to St. Louis with it, by the steamer ‘Natchez.’
For a period, I was too forlorn to heed anything greatly. I either
stayed at home, reading, or brooding over the last scene in Mrs.
Stanley’s chamber, or I wandered aimlessly about the levee, or crossed
over to Algiers, where I sat on the hulks, and watched the river
flowing, with a feeling as of a nightmare on me.
My unhappy experiences at Liverpool had not been without their lessons
of prudence. My only extravagances so far had been in the purchase of
books; and, even then, a vague presentiment of want had urged me to be
careful, and hurry to raise a shield against the afflictions of the
destitute. Though at liberty, there was no fear that I should abuse it.
By and by, the cloud lifted from my mind; and I set about seeking for
work. Fortune, however, was not so kind this time. The Mr. Stanleys of
the world are not numerous. After two weeks’ diligent search, there was
not a vacancy to be found. Then I lowered my expectations, and sought
for work of any kind. I descended to odd jobs, such as the sawing of
wood, and building wood-piles for private families. The quality of the
work mattered little.
One day there came a mate to our boarding-house, who told me that his
captain was ill, and required an attendant. I offered myself, and was
accepted.
The vessel was the ‘Dido,’ a full-sized brig. The captain suffered from
a bilious fever, aggravated by dysentery, from drinking Mississippi
water, it was thought. He was haggard, and yellow as saffron. I received
my instructions from the doctor, and committed them to paper to prevent
mistakes.
My duties were light and agreeable. During the remission of fever, the
captain proved to be a kindly and pious soul; and his long grey beard
gave him a patriarchal appearance, and harmonized with his patient
temper. For three weeks we had an anxious time over him, but, during the
fourth, he showed signs of mending, and took the air on the poop. He
became quite communicative with me, and had extracted from me mostly all
that was worth relating of my short history.
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