The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
In my earliest dreams and fancies, I had often imagined what
kind of a boy I should be with a father or mother. What ecstasy it would
be if my parent came to me, to offer a parent’s love, as I had enviously
seen it bestowed on other children. In my secret prayers, something of a
wish of this kind had been behind the form of words; and now, as an
answer from the Invisible, came this astounding revelation of His power!
He had cast a little leaven of kindness into the heart of a good man.
From the very first encounter, it had acted beneficially for me; and now
it had leavened his whole nature, until it had become a fatherly
affection, which would shield my youth from trial and temptation, and
show me the best side of human nature!
Before I could quite grasp all that this declaration meant for me, he
had risen, taken me by the hand, and folded me in a gentle embrace. My
senses seemed to whirl about for a few half-minutes; and, finally, I
broke down, sobbing from extreme emotion. It was the only tender action
I had ever known, and, what no amount of cruelty could have forced from
me, tears poured in a torrent under the influence of the simple embrace.
The golden period of my life began from that supreme moment! As I
glance back at it from the present time, it seems more like a dream, as
unreal as a vision of the night. Compared with these matter-of-fact
days, or the ruthless past, it was like a masquerade among goodly
felicities and homely affections, and its happy experiences have been
too precious and sacred for common chat, though they have lain near
enough for the fitting occasion, moulded and ready for utterance. They
have formed my best memories, and furnished me with an unfading store of
reflections, and, probably, have had more influence than any other upon
my conduct and manners. For, to be lifted out of the depths of
friendlessness and destitution to a paternal refuge, and made the object
of care and solicitude so suddenly, at a time, too, when I was most
impressionable, without an effort on my own part, and without an
advocate, bordered on the miraculous. Predisposed to inward communing,
with a strong but secret faith in Providence, I regarded it as
principally the result of a Divine interposition, the course of which
was a mystery not to be lightly talked of, but to be remembered for its
significance.
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