The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
In answer, as it might seem, to the least shade of doubt on my face,
which he thought he observed, he gave me a brief summary of his own
life, from which I learned that he had not always been a merchant. He
told me that he had been educated for the ministry, and had been
ordained, and for two years had preached in various places between
Nashville and Savannah; but, finally, becoming lukewarm, he had lost his
original enthusiasm for his profession, and had turned his attention to
commerce. Intimacy with men of business, and social life, had led him by
degrees to consider himself unfitted for a calling which seemed to
confine his natural activities; but, though he had lost the desire to
expound the Christian faith from the pulpit, he had not lost his
principles. The greater gains of commerce had seemed to him to be more
attractive than the work of persuading men and women to be devout. After
one or two unsuccessful essays as a storekeeper, he had finally adopted
a commission business, and had succeeded in several profitable ventures.
He thought that, in a few years, he would return to the store business,
and settle in ‘one of the back-country places’ for which he had a great
hankering; but, at present, he could not make up his mind to terminate
his city connections. Much else he related to me, for it was a day of
revelations; but to me, personally, it mattered little--it was quite
sufficient that he was he, my first, best friend, my benefactor, my
father!
Only the close student of the previous pages could compass my feelings
at finding the one secret wish of my heart gratified so unexpectedly. To
have an unbreathed, unformed wish plucked out of the silence, and
fashioned into a fact as real as though my dead father had been restored
to life and claimed me, was a marvel so great that I seemed to be
divided into two individuals--one strenuously denying that such a thing
could be, and the other arraying all the proofs of the fact. It was even
more of a wonder than that Dick the boy should be transformed into Alice
the girl! But when hour after hour passed, and each brought its
substantial evidence of the change, the disturbed faculties gradually
returned to their normal level, though now more susceptible to happiness
than when existence was one series of mortifications.
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