The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
When clothed in our uniforms, each of us presented a somewhat attenuated
appearance; we seemed to have lost in dignity, but gained in height. As
I looked at Newton Story’s form, I could scarcely believe my eyes.
Instead of the noble portliness for which he had been distinguished, he
was lean as a shorn sheep. Sleek Dan Goree was girlishly slender, while
I had a waspish waist, which measured a trifle more than two hands. Dr.
Jones was like a tall, over-grown lad; and, as for the Varner brothers,
they were elegant to the verge of effeminacy.
With military clothes, we instinctively assumed the military pose: our
heads rose stiff and erect above our shoulders, our chests bulged out,
and our shoulder-blades were drawn in. We found ourselves cunningly
peeping from the corners of our eyes, to observe if any admired our
martial style. The Little Rock ‘gals,’ crowding about the Arsenal
grounds, were largely responsible for the impressive airs we took. The
prettiest among them drew into her circle a score or more of heroic
admirers, whose looks pictured their admiration; and how envied were
they who obtained a smile from the fair! And how they strutted, with
their eyeballs humid with love! If, when we promenaded the streets,
with equal step and arm-in-arm, we detected the presence of cambric
frocks on a ‘stoep,’ or in some classic porch, we became as ridiculous
as peacocks from excess of vanity. Indeed, in those early days, we were
all over-troubled with patriotic thrills, sanguinary ardour, and bursts
of ‘bulliness.’ The fever of military enthusiasm was at its height, in
man, woman, and child; and we, who were to represent them in the war,
received far more adulation than was good for us. The popular praise
turned our young heads giddy, and anyone who doubted that we were the
sanest, bravest, and most gallant boys in the world, would have been in
personal danger! Unlike the Spartans, there was no modesty in the
estimate of our own valour. After a few drills, we could not even go to
draw rations without the practice of the martial step, and crying out
‘Guide centre,’ or ‘Right wheel,’ or some other order we had learned. At
our messes, we talked of tactics, and discussed Beauregard’s and Lee’s
merits, glorified Southern chivalry, and depreciated the Yankees, became
fluent in the jargon of patriotism, and vehement in our hatred of the
enemy. Few of us had ever smelled the fumes of battle, but that did not
deter us from vividly painting scenes of carnage when the blood rolled
in torrents, and the favoured ‘Dixie Greys’ led the van to victory.
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