The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
One of the most singular characteristics of my comrades was their
readiness to take offence at any reflection on their veracity or
personal honour, and the most certain provocation of fury was to give
anyone the lie. They could stand the most vulgar horse-play, sarcastic
badinage, and cutting jokes, with good-humour; but, if that unhappy word
escaped one in heat, or playful malice, it acted on their nerves as a
red rag is said to do on a mad bull. The glory of a native Southerner
consists in being reputed brave, truth-telling, and reverent towards
women. On such subjects, no joking was permissible. He who ventured to
cast a doubt upon either was liable to be called upon at an instant to
withdraw it; and, if an angry tone made the doubter writhe, and
indisposed to submit, there was sure to be a scene. To withdraw a word
at an imperious command was to confess oneself inferior in courage to
him who challenged; and, as all prided themselves on being of equal
rank, and similarly endowed with the best qualities of manhood, I never
met one who was morally brave enough to confess his fault and apologise,
unless he was compelled by overwhelming odds.
During that winter I absorbed so many of these ‘chivalrous’ ideas that I
was in a fair way of becoming as great a ‘fire-eater’ as any son of the
South. Had it not been for Newton Story and Armstrong, who knew
intuitively when to interpose their authority, Tomasson’s rudeness,
which flared me up many a time, would, I am sure, have been followed by
deplorable consequences. There was young Dan also; he was often in a
wrangling mood, and by his over-insistent glorifications of Southern
chivalry brought us within a hair’s breadth of triggers.
The tedium of camp-life at Cave City was relieved by outbreaks of this
kind, for, when we were not required to exhibit our courage against the
common foe, the spirit of mischief found it an easy task to influence
our susceptiveness when discussing such dear and near matters as valour,
chastity, honour, and chivalry, the four chiefest virtues of the South.
It is not an easy task to identify myself in the sunken hearth of the
tent at Cave City, talking grandly upon such themes; but several scenes
recur to the mind, and compel me to the humiliating confession that it
_was_ I.
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