The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
Though one’s senses were preternaturally acute, and engaged with their
impressions, we plied our arms, loaded, and fired, with such nervous
haste as though it depended on each of us how soon this fiendish uproar
would be hushed. My nerves tingled, my pulses beat double-quick, my
heart throbbed loudly, and almost painfully; but, amid all the
excitement, my thoughts, swift as the flash of lightning, took all
sound, and sight, and self, into their purview. I listened to the battle
raging far away on the flanks, to the thunder in front, to the various
sounds made by the leaden storm. I was angry with my rear rank, because
he made my eyes smart with the powder of his musket; and I felt like
cuffing him for deafening my ears! I knew how Captain Smith and
Lieutenant Mason looked, how bravely the Dixie Greys’ banner ruffled
over Newton Story’s head, and that all hands were behaving as though
they knew how long all this would last. Back to myself my thoughts came,
and, with the whirring bullet, they fled to the blue-bloused ranks
afront. They dwelt on their movements, and read their temper, as I
should read time by a clock. Through the lurid haze the contours of
their pink faces could not be seen, but their gappy, hesitating,
incoherent, and sensitive line revealed their mood clearly.
We continued advancing, step by step, loading and firing as we went. To
every forward step, they took a backward move, loading and firing as
they slowly withdrew. Twenty thousand muskets were being fired at this
stage, but, though accuracy of aim was impossible, owing to our
labouring hearts, and the jarring and excitement, many bullets found
their destined billets on both sides.
After a steady exchange of musketry, which lasted some time, we heard
the order: ‘Fix Bayonets! On the double-quick!’ in tones that thrilled
us. There was a simultaneous bound forward, each soul doing his best for
the emergency. The Federals appeared inclined to await us; but, at this
juncture, our men raised a yell, thousands responded to it, and burst
out into the wildest yelling it has ever been my lot to hear. It drove
all sanity and order from among us. It served the double purpose of
relieving pent-up feelings, and transmitting encouragement along the
attacking line. I rejoiced in the shouting like the rest. It reminded me
that there were about four hundred companies like the Dixie Greys, who
shared our feelings. Most of us, engrossed with the musket-work, had
forgotten the fact; but the wave after wave of human voices, louder
than all other battle-sounds together, penetrated to every sense, and
stimulated our energies to the utmost.
‘They fly!’ was echoed from lip to lip. It accelerated our pace, and
filled us with a noble rage. Then I knew what the Berserker passion was!
It deluged us with rapture, and transfigured each Southerner into an
exulting victor. At such a moment, nothing could have halted us.
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