The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
Long before the ‘Windermere’ had sailed back for Liverpool with her
cotton cargo, a great change had come over me. Up to my arrival in New
Orleans, no indulgence had been shown me. I was scarcely an hour away
from the supervision of someone. From my nurse’s maternal care, I had
passed under the strict régime of the Orphan’s Academy--the Workhouse;
thence I had been transferred to the no-less-strict guardianship of Aunt
Mary, and the severe Moses, thence into that of Uncle Tom; and,
afterwards, had tasted of the terrible discipline of an American
packet-ship. Draconian rules had been prescribed; the birch hung ever in
view in one place, censure and menace at another. At Uncle Tom’s there
was no alternative but obedience or the street; and the packet-ship was
furnished with rope’s ends and belaying-pins. But, within a few weeks of
arriving in America, I had become different in temper and spirit. That
which was natural in me, though so long repressed, had sprung out very
quickly under the peculiar influence of my surroundings. The childish
fear of authority had fled--for authority no longer wore its stern,
relentless aspect, but was sweetly reasonable. Those who exercised it
were gentle and sociable, and I repaid them with respect and gratitude.
To them I owed my happiness; and my new feeling of dignity made me
stretch myself to my full height, and revel luxuriously in fond ideas. I
possessed properties in my person which I instinctively valued, and felt
bound to cultivate. The two-feet square of the street I occupied were
mine for the time being, and no living man could budge me except at his
peril. The view of the sky was as freely mine as another’s. These
American rights did not depend on depth of pocket, or stature of a man,
but every baby had as much claim to them as the proudest merchant.
Neither poverty nor youth was degrading, nor was it liable to abuse from
wealth or age. Besides my youth, activity, and intelligence, of which I
had been taught the value, I had become conscious of the fact that I
possessed privileges of free speech, free opinions, immunity from
insult, oppression, and the contempt of class; and that, throughout
America, my treatment from men would solely depend upon my individual
character, without regard of family or pedigree. These were proud
thoughts. I respired more freely, my shoulders rose considerably, my
back straightened, my strides became longer, as my mind comprehended
this new feeling of independence. To the extent of so much I could not
be indebted to any man living; but for the respectability of the
covering and comfort of the body, and the extension of my rights to more
ground than I could occupy standing, I must work.
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