The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
When we adjourned to the breakfast-table, I found more material to
reflect upon. There were about a dozen people, of about the age and rank
of Mr. and Mrs. Stanley, at the table; and it struck me that there was
an almost impassable gulf between me and them. Their conversation was
beyond my understanding, mostly, though I could spell and interpret each
word; but the subjects of their talk left me in the clouds. Their
remarks upon literature, politics, and social life, seemed to me most
appropriate to books; but it surprised me to think that people could
exchange so much learning across a table with the fluency of boys
discussing the quality of pudding. Their soothing manner of address, the
mutual respect, and deferent temper, greatly elevated them above my
coarse-grained acquaintances; and, though they must have guessed, by my
manner and age, that I did not belong to their sphere, they paid me the
honour of including me in their courteous circle, until, unconsciously,
I was straining to acquit myself worthily. Altogether, it was a
memorable breakfast; and, when I reached home, it seemed to me that
fortune was about to spoil me; otherwise, why this glow and pride that I
felt?
After this Sunday, my acquaintance with Mr. Stanley rapidly ripened into
something exceeding common gratitude. His bearing towards me was
different from that which anybody else showed to me. Many were kind and
approving; but, nevertheless, no one stooped to court my notice with
that warm, genial manner which distinguished Mr. Stanley. I felt
frequently flattered by the encomiums of Mr. Speake, and the friendship
of Richardson; but still, there was something of reserve between us,
which kept me somewhat tongue-tied in their presence. They never
inquired about my welfare or health, or how I liked my boarding-house,
or what I thought of anything, or made any suggestion which would
stimulate confidence. Their talks with me were all about the business
appertaining to the store, or some hap-hazard remark about the weather,
or some scene in the street; but Mr. Stanley’s way was as though it
specially concerned him to know everything about me personally, which
had the quality of drawing me out, and making me garrulous, to the verge
of familiarity. So, little by little, I came to regard him as an elderly
associate, with such a charming, infectious frankness, that I could
only, for want of a comparison, remember my affection for my old
grandfather, as corresponding with the mixed feelings of regard and awe
I had towards him. Besides, to be in his company, even for a brief time,
was an education for one so ignorant as myself. Information about
somebody or something dropped from his lips with every remark he made. I
felt myself becoming intelligent, informed about the geography and
history of the city and state that I was in, and learned in the ways and
customs of the people. The great merchants and institutions assumed a
greater interest for me.
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