Books we talked about, and education. It was her duty to know something
of these, and of course she did. Perhaps I was somewhat more learned
than she, but I found that the difference between her reading and mine
was like that of a man’s and a woman’s dusting a library. The man flaps
about with a bunch of feathers; the woman goes to work softly with a
cloth. She does not raise half the dust, nor fill her own eyes and mouth
with it,—but she goes into all the corners, and attends to the leaves as
much as the covers.—Books are the _negative_ pictures of thought, and the
more sensitive the mind that receives their images, the more nicely the
finest lines are reproduced. A woman, (of the right kind,) reading after
a man, follows him as Ruth followed the reapers of Boaz, and her
gleanings are often the finest of the wheat.
But it was in talking of Life that we came most clearly together. I
thought I knew something about that,—that I could speak or write about it
somewhat to the purpose.
To take up this fluid earthly being of ours as a sponge sucks up
water,—to be steeped and soaked in its realities as a hide fills its
pores lying seven years in a tan-pit,—to have winnowed every wave of it
as a mill-wheel works up the stream that runs through the flume upon its
float-boards,—to have curled up in the keenest spasms and flattened out
in the laxest languors of this breathing-sickness, which keeps certain
parcels of matter uneasy for three or four score years,—to have fought
all the devils and clasped all the angels of its delirium,—and then, just
at the point when the white-hot passions have cooled down to cherry-red,
plunge our experience into the ice-cold stream of some human language or
other, one might think would end in a rhapsody with something of spring
and temper in it. All this I thought my power and province.
The schoolmistress had tried life, too. Once in a while one meets with a
single soul greater than all the living pageant which passes before it.
As the pale astronomer sits in his study with sunken eyes and thin
fingers, and weighs Uranus or Neptune as in a balance, so there are meek,
slight women who have weighed all which this planetary life can offer,
and hold it like a bauble in the palm of their slender hands. This was
one of them. Fortune had left her, sorrow had baptized her; the routine
of labor and the loneliness of almost friendless city-life were before
her. Yet, as I looked upon her tranquil face, gradually regaining a
cheerfulness which was often sprightly, as she became interested in the
various matters we talked about and places we visited, I saw that eye and
lip and every shifting lineament were made for love,—unconscious of their
sweet office as yet, and meeting the cold aspect of Duty with the natural
graces which were meant for the reward of nothing less than the Great
Passion.
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