"Now, yes, now, I know that I love him. And I hope for nothing from him
but sorrow...."
And she understood vaguely that this exaltation of suffering signified a
new life dawning for her.
PART III
I
THE FIRST STAGE
A German legend, intended to illustrate that time is a mere convention,
tells of the marvelous adventure of a young monk, who, doubting
eternity, was attracted by the song of a bird in a wood near his
hermitage. It was such a delightful song that one never tired of
listening to it. When the monk returned to his convent he recognized no
one there, and according to his recollections, it was found that three
hundred years had elapsed since his departure. He had thought they were
only a few minutes.
Elizabeth, after sitting up all night, was so worn out that she
believed, on the contrary, that she bore the weight of long years. She
was not prepared to penetrate so far into the forest of life. She had
sought the way so keenly, that she was tired to death. Her health
suffered for it, and she was obliged to remain in bed several days. Her
illness was attributed to the treachery of early September evenings
which simulate the softness of the summer, and are really cold. This
enforced rest allowed her to deepen the resolutions which were to change
her life. She felt herself unequal to seeing the visitors who wished to
pay her a sick-call, and unable to recommence the worldly show, of which
her new point of view showed her the emptiness. As soon as she was well,
she declared her intention of settling at St. Martin d'Uriage.
"That is madness," her father objected, "nobody lives in the mountains
in the autumn, particularly when recovering from a bad fever. And what
will our friends say?"
Quietly, but firmly, she gave her reasons:
"To begin with, it is not the mountains. The sharper air will give me
back my health and strengthen the children. And, moreover, I want to see
fewer people. It is better in my position. And you will come to us
frequently."
"To Albert's," corrected M. Molay-Norrois, who was surprised to find
such determination in place of her usual pliable indifference.
Offended, she replied:
"It is true, but he will not come there."
"And if you were mistaken?"
"You will take me, Father."
Pleased to have proved in a word, the value of his paternal rôle, he no
longer insisted.
The country house at Saint-Martin was opened again. The children
recognized again with shouts of joy, the wooden porches which encircle
the walls. A large garden, enclosed by a hedge, separated it from the
country road. It was rather a deserted orchard where fruit trees, wild
plants and flowers grew without cultivation. On the side of the farm,
groups of pine-trees, an arbor and a stream gave it the appearance of a
park. Opposite the entrance gate, an alley of plane trees extended to
the church, which, new-built, stands against an old Roman steeple with
a stone roof, the last vestige of an ancient chapel.
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