One day, as she was walking sadly down the plane-tree avenue, whose
heavy leaves are the first to become discolored, after the arrival of
autumn, she accepted the invitation of the chapel, the door of which was
wide open. She never went there, except to take the children to Mass on
Sunday. She tried to pray, but no prayer came to her--only complaints
and recriminations against her fate. She remembered one of Albert's
reflections:--although an unbeliever, he still recognized the motive
power of religious faith, but denied the existence of that faith in all
those whose life was not the proof of it, at least in serious
circumstances. And he added that he had scarcely known--except in the
case of his mother--that constant elevation of thought in the humblest
actions which are transfigured by the expression of an inner joy. This
made her remorseful. She had had no news of Mme. Derize since she left
Grenoble. She always spent the summer at Saint Martin: how had she stood
the heat? Why should she have been thus deprived of the country air and
the companionship of her grandchildren? Why strike her, punish her for
a fault which she could not even understand, and so strongly condemned?
Elizabeth was ashamed of her forgetfulness, and promised herself to make
up for it the following day, while the heat and light of the whole month
of September still permitted it. That was her prayer.
Next day, she had the children dressed early. They were delighted to go
to Grenoble. But when it was time to leave, Marie Louise looked
complainingly at the empty road:
"I don't see the motor," she said.
"We are going to walk as far as Uriage where we are to take the street
car."
"The car?" repeated the youngsters bitterly.
Spoiled by the Passerat motor, they had little liking for this mode of
travel. Nevertheless, they were resigned. At the Boulevard des Adieux
when they had to climb a dark staircase, they complained again.
"It is not nice, not nice," said the little girl insolently.
"It is all dark," Philippe added.
Children do not willingly take the part of those who are conquered: it
is life that makes them do so. Elizabeth quieted them with difficulty.
She was already worrying about her mother-in-law's welcome, and did not
want to bring two badly behaved children to see her. Old Fanchette, who
opened the door for them, wore a cross face, as she greeted the young
woman, but when she saw her thus accompanied, she was wreathed in
smiles. Mme. Derize received her in her sweet, gentle way, as if she had
not noticed the neglect she had suffered. In this way she prevented any
apologies and awkwardness. She admired the rosy cheeks of the two
children who were holding back, uncertain as to whether they should obey
their instinctive respect for age, or respond to the tenderness she
showed them.
"Back again in Grenoble?" she asked Elizabeth.
"Only for a time. We have come to lunch with you, Mother."
Fanchette, who was listening, muttered between her teeth:
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