After giving this explanation with a severe authority due to
embarrassment, he looked at the young woman whose confusion he noted;
either coming from the cold air outside to the warm air of the room had
caused the blood to mount to her cheeks, or else this flush was caused
by the awkwardness she experienced in advance, knowing what her answer
must be. Blushing, her eyes filled with tears, she regained her breath
as if she were choking, and replied with great effort:
"My husband has wrecked his home himself. He has deprived us of his
moral support. From now on, I have decided to dispense with his
financial support.
"I will bring them up myself. Later, they can do as they like."
"It is the tenth month. The lawyer has already received ten thousand
francs in your name. He does not wish to keep it."
"Let him send it back to M. Derize."
"Albert will not take it back. You know him well. He has pride ... like
you."
With a gesture of indifference, she indicated that she had nothing to do
with the disposal of the money. However, Philippe Lagier's answer, that
allusion to Albert's unselfish nature, was secretly pleasant to her. It
put an end to the unpleasant memories which the presence of the lawyer
would otherwise have awakened. He replied, with a little less assurance:
"May I ask you a question? Do you not need this allowance, which is
legal and which you can--which you ought to receive?"
She explained her situation with simplicity. She had received a dowry of
two hundred thousand francs, the interest of which would be sufficient
for her. She did not add that her parents had not yet given her the last
quarter of it, and that she found her income reduced to six thousand
francs a year. Philippe really knew this, but only said:
"It is not the position you are accustomed to."
The apartment in which she was living was certainly neither like the one
in the Rue Bara in Paris, nor that of the Molay-Norrois on the banks of
the Isère.
"I shall get used to it," she said, smiling. "It is nothing. I have no
need to wear the garb of a martyr."
The clothes she was wearing suited her so well, bringing out with such
brilliance the beauty of her complexion, that he wanted to protest
against this. He had lost the right to do so, and he therefore
refrained.
"My children's education," she continued, "will suffer in no wise from
this reduction. I have promised myself and I shall keep my word. See, I
have already begun. I correct Marie Louise's exercises, and I am
teaching her her lessons."
"You give yourself much trouble."
"It gives me something to do. One must be occupied with other people
when one's own life no longer has a purpose."
She had risen. He believed that she was asking him to go. But she opened
the drawer of a writing-table and came over to him to give him a packet,
carefully folded, which he recognized.
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