When he had left, Elizabeth took off her hat and her furs. Her cheeks
were burning and her hands frozen. The children, who had been out
walking with their governess on L'Ile Verte, were about to return home:
she would resume her daily work with them which sometimes made her so
tired. She sat down by the fire, leaning against the back of her chair
motionless, in that position in which one seeks relaxation after intense
fatigue. She felt a great need of rest--of not having to think of or do
anything more. Darkness was coming on, but she did not light the lamp.
Before her, through the window, she saw the snow of Belledonne on the
trees, lit up by the rays of the setting sun, and delicately colored
like early spring flowers. Kissed by the sun, the glaciers were melting,
and yet, even from a distance in the clear evening light, their coldness
was apparent. Despite so many praiseworthy efforts, which seemed to give
power to her poor, deserted, young life, she felt the touch of death.
What courage she had used, in order to triumph little by little over her
natural indolence, to accomplish so many decisions, even the generosity
of which, once they were executed, could no longer sustain her! No
reward, no hope would be given her. Far away from her, the one close to
the other, Albert and his mistress were freely enjoying their love.
However, they would know her greatness of soul, her pride, her new and
difficult life. She would force them to remember. During that very day,
had she not shown of what she was capable? Did Anne's biography, which
had been kept with so much admiration, contain a finer page? This
comparison with her rival in exciting her jealousy and poisoning her
wound, had given her a little energy. Her children, who came in in the
semi-darkness to kiss her, aroused her from her torpor. She thought that
Albert's mother would approve of her, would thank her, and, in this
unaccustomed activity which had demanded of her sluggish youth a display
of strength, the use of which she now understood, she found, despite so
many causes for despair, that wonderful peace in fatigue which healthful
exercise gives to the body. And this new sensation came as a surprise
and a relief to her.
III
MADAME MOLAY-NORROIS
Elizabeth had resolved after her return to Grenoble, not to be at home
to visitors in her new house. But on the advice of her parents, to her
great surprise sanctioned by her mother-in-law as well, she had decided
to have a reception-day. In Paris, preferring her own acquaintances, she
had taken little trouble to keep up connections useful or pleasant to
her husband. Little by little Albert had left her free and had withdrawn
from society. But now the sacredness of social life was impressed on her
by the Molay-Norrois, and Mme. Derize begged her to avoid solitude.
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