No doubt such a conclusion did not lack irony. By what right was he, who
thus exalted the family and the home, and in so solemn, exact and
eloquent a style, qualified to speak of them? He showed the importance
of unity in the family, of fixed inheritance, indissolubility of
marriage; and he himself, voluntarily out of society, had left his wife
and children, and visited the Basque countries to gather this sheaf of
reflections there, in the company of his mistress. For a reader who knew
the circumstances, this must be amusing. So many who lead regular lives,
it is true, write anarchistic books, that one must expect by contrast,
to receive lessons in conventionality from those who live irregularly,
whose weakness in private life touches only the heart or the senses
without corrupting the mind. It is so easy, so tempting, so flattering,
to convert one's passions into theories, to transform one's own
misfortunes into public calamities, to generalize one's mistakes, that
it required a clear-sighted point of view to distinguish the lack of
solidity in his power of resistance to his own experience, and to
understand that this implied a rare force of thought in him.
Elizabeth, when she closed the volume, had not grasped the irony of the
contrast. But the realization that Albert had not changed in his social
analyses and remained resolutely faithful to his first theories on the
subject, which she now remembered having heard him outline, seemed to
indicate to her that in place of a lost heart, a mental link still
connected him with those whom he had deserted, and that she had not been
betrayed as thoroughly as she thought.
IV
THE NEW LIFE
At the end of May, Elizabeth left Grenoble to settle in the old house at
Saint Martin. Her daughter, a little anæmic and nervous, needed a
change of air, and the doctor advised the mountains. She asked her
parents, not without a secret mental reservation, to accept her
hospitality. M. Molay-Norrois refused her invitation.
"We will go to Uriage in the great heat, of course. But in the middle of
winter!"
"The middle of winter, Father? It is spring, and to-morrow it will be
summer."
"Well, you must not count on me."
As he appreciated the country only if he could enjoy city pleasures
there, with a great deal of social intercourse, he would wait until the
hotels of the little watering place were filled. After this refusal,
Elizabeth begged Mme. Derize to accompany her.
"You," she said to her, "will be our hostess. I had made up my mind to
accept nothing more from Albert, and the property of Saint-Martin
belongs to him. Marie Louise's illness necessitates our going. When you
are up there with me I shall have no such scruples."
"Why have them? Albert has only one hearth, yours. He owes you his
assistance."
"I refuse it. Do you not understand?"
"No, a father has the care of his children. This separation causes me so
much pain. As much as to you. He cannot realize it himself."
"Never speak to him of me."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account