"He sent no message to me?"
"I said to him, 'Come and see mamma.'"
"Ah, and what did he answer?"
"He did not answer. He said, 'I will come back.'"
"That is all?"
"Yes. Why are you crying, Mamma?"
"I am not crying--"
She pressed her daughter passionately to her heart and covered with
kisses the face that Albert had kissed. With an imperious longing for
affection she murmured in her daughter's ear.
"Do you love me?"
"Oh! dear Mamma--"
"And your father?"
"Papa too, but not as much as you."
"Why?"
"He is never here--You know, he looks sad."
"Really. He looks sad? Are you quite sure?"
"Yes, does that make you glad?"
"Oh, darling--"
"He has promised to come back. You want him to come back, don't you?"
"For your sake and Philippe's--yes, perhaps--Some day a long time from
now."
"No, right away."
Reassured little by little, Elizabeth told little Marie Louise, who was
too impressionable, to go back to her playfellows. She herself being
unable to regain her self-possession, walked up and down the house. At
last she crept on tiptoe to the door. Erect and motionless, on the point
of going out, she looked down the road as far as the trees. Perhaps
Albert was wandering about there, being unable to decide to leave these
places which must recall his childhood and so many memories. So many
memories? No, he had seen his children, nothing else could interest him.
He had gone back, no doubt. Nevertheless, "he seemed sad," Marie Louise
had said. If he were suddenly to appear at the turn of the road, there
before her, what would she do? She did not know, she reached no decision
and time went on.
Evening came, an autumn evening sharp and almost freezing. She looked
for a shawl to cover her shoulders and continued to gaze distractedly,
as if before the day ended, she were calling the danger she feared.
Darkness which already filled the valley, was ascending the mountain,
hastening to overtake the forest of thick, black pine trees, which
seemed like a foretaste of night. The red of the sunset streaked the
sky: the first star shewed itself above Les Quatre Seigneurs.
Elizabeth could not make up her mind to go in. The change in the light
gave an appearance of motion to the bushes and to the trees on the road.
Every moment she thought she saw someone coming and stood trembling, her
feet glued to the threshold. After many mistakes, she recognized a human
shape coming up the road. Fear made her knees tremble. No, it was not
he; it was a woman, bent, thin and slow. It was Albert's mother. Out of
breath, her limbs weak, overcome with weariness, she was painfully
dragging herself along. Elizabeth, reassured, freed herself with a great
effort, ran to her, saw that she was worn out; took her arm, made her
come in, and placed her beside the hearth.
"Why did you not tell me you were coming, Mother? I would have sent the
farmer to meet you with his car. There is no carriage at Uriage now, and
you have had to walk all the way."
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