This statement caused a shock at which she gave way as an old piece of
furniture when its wood cracks. She crossed herself at once at the idea
of going to that doomed city to wait upon a wicked woman, no doubt, and
shaking her head from right to left, she stammered:
"No, no, M. Albert."
"Why will you not accept? Where will you go?
"To Madame Elizabeth."
He frowned.
"You will leave me?"
"Oh, no, Monsieur Albert. Only there are the little ones, and then,
Madame Elizabeth has been so kind. You don't know how she took care of
madame. Day and night she was always here."
He cut these praises short.
"I know," he said.
Luncheon was hurried and silent. In the drawing-room to which the two
men returned together, Albert more and more absorbed and bitter, at last
giving full vent to the torrent of his impressions, admitted as if to
himself.
"Yes, she has changed a great deal."
He added:
"Does she still refuse the allowance that I have sent to my solicitor
every month?"
"Yes."
"I ought to have demanded a promise of acceptance from her. She is
depriving me of helping to support my own children and without right. It
is unfair."
Philippe, whose passion had purified itself in following the brave
efforts of Elizabeth, and who was still under the spell of Madame
Derize's last wishes, generously desired to bring about a reconciliation
and continued the praises which Fanchette had begun. He told of the
lives of the two women at Grenoble and Saint Martin, their intimacy, the
sacred devotion of the younger, who had changed the last year of the
dead woman's life. In vain he was interrupted sharply with "I know, I
know."
"No, you cannot know," he concluded, out of patience.
Albert, who had begun his walk again, stopped suddenly. His face wore
that expression which it took on in anger, as his former violence
overcame him again in the face of unbearable contradiction. However, he
tried to master himself, and the insinuation which followed conveyed
only wounding insolence:
"Then it was true what they wrote from Grenoble."
"What then?"
"That you were in love with my wife."
Philippe faced Albert's look, which was hard and imperious.
"Yes," he said calmly. "I have a worshipful admiration for Elizabeth.
You may call it what you like."
"Take care, I shall know how to defend her."
"Against what and by what right?"
And influenced by his own unselfishness which inclined him to greatness
of soul, desiring to expiate his former deception, he rose and held out
his hand to his friend who did not refuse it:
"Come, Albert, how can we talk in this way--here."
Albert returned his handshake with that gratitude we feel toward those
who have saved us from our own pettiness:
"I am unjust. They were infamous anonymous letters that I scarcely read.
And then, her death has recalled so many memories that I believed to be
remote, utterly silenced. A little flame has burst from the embers of my
fireside."
"Can you not rebuild it?"
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