He was prostrated by this departure. The silent discords which since his
mother's death had slipped between them, certain disillusioned looks
which he had noticed in the drooping corners of the lips and the long
narrow eyes of his lost love, without attaching much importance to them,
and that want of confidence which she had always expressed regarding
happiness, even at the time of their most ardent passion, warranted him
in imagining the worst catastrophes. He was able to reach the Gare du
Nord in time to jump on an evening train. The next morning--and what a
rough crossing he had--he arrived at Charing Cross and drove immediately
to Bladen Lodge, Miss Pearson's home. If Anne were alive, she must have
taken refuge there. In her hours of sadness, she was always homesick for
English life. When he ran up the doorstep, he thought he could divine
her presence from the other side of the walls. At the door, he parleyed
in very bad English. Miss Pearson was not up at that time, had given no
orders. He presented his card, and waited for a long time in a
drawing-room, whose windows looked out on a miniature park. He seemed
able to recall there the presence of his Anne to whom Bladen Lodge was
home.
"She is here, I shall see her," he repeated with a beating heart.
At last Miss Pearson came to join him. After a few polite remarks and
explanations, he at once asked for Mlle. de Sézery, as if he had a
right to her and all hypocrisy was out of place, under the
circumstances.
"She is not here," said Miss Pearson, whose frank determined face was
severely set this morning.
"I beg of you, Madame, to tell me where I can find her."
"But I do not know."
"You do not know? But you have seen her.... Where is she hidden? I have
the right to know. You have not seen her? ... Well ... But you
understand that I have everything to fear."
Miss Pearson realized the anguish which the man was suffering, and
putting aside her reserve, she betrayed as much of her secret as she
could:
"You need have no fear for her life, Monsieur. Now it is useless to ask
me any more. I shall not answer you."
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